I just feel so numb. What was your experience when one of your family have died
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so sorry he passed…my dad died a couple years ago…it still hurts…I hope you find peace.
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Sorry to hear about your loss. 
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really sorry to hear about your loss 
wishing you strength
losing people is hard… i think its important to keep them in your heart but to not obsess over it or it can be unhealthy
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I’m so sorry. The next few days are going to be rough.
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I’m sorry for your loss.
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Sorry about your loss
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Thing is we lost him so quick. He had cancer and he developed life threatening complications due to it. He was also due for chemo but was too sick to have it. The cancer was non life threatening at first then became life threatening due to underlying health conditions and also at the same time became aggressive. It was a shock because we had no idea he was this ill
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I will keep you in my prayers
I still have both my parents, I don’t think I’d have nearly similar reactions with them. My father has never connected with me emotionally, he’s not someone I have a bond with, we don’t have a history together. He wasn’t absent, he was there, he just wasn’t interested in me after the novelty of having a son wore off, and that was when I was 2. If he dies before me, which is likely since he has 50 years on me, half of the grieving process is going to be dealing with the grieving process of my mother and my sisters and dealing with the inheritance, even after his death he’ll manage to move the topic to his art. I’ll try my best to put my rose-colored glasses on but I don’t think I’ll be particularly overtaken by grief, that’s one of the few perks of having a dad like mine and I intend to avail myself to it to the fullest extent. With my mother I could react any way you can think of. I have no clue how I’ll process the grief but I’m pretty sure somewhere along the way I’ll need to find someone to lean on for this or I am quitting my antipsychotics cold turkey and praying to God to make me as psychotic as he can manage until I can deal with the loss. It’s not something I have any intention to go through sane, even assuming I can manage, it would be hellish… With noone to lean on I know I would NEED psychosis to get me through without suicidal ideations. The plan is to quit cold turkey and watch YouTube videos of NDEs until I believe beyond any doubt that my Mom is in a better place.
I’m sorry for your loss
im really sorry, please keep hope i know its hard
I lost 2 dad’s,my step dad and my real dad. Sorry for your loss.
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Im so sorry @anon15119022
Sorry for your loss
Very sorry for your loss 
Sorry for your loss
I’m sorry for your loss.
My condolences to you and your family @anon15119022.
My dad passed away in 2020, and I still have a hard time talking about it without getting emotional. The grief gets less raw over time, but I think it always remains. Overtime, the memory of love seems to replace the overwhelming feeling of loss. I hope it is the same for you.
Take care.
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Sorry for your loss.