Cleanse your spirit a bit, engage yourself in a term of (budo). This isn’t a disease until you decide it to be. You have this power to contort a nightmare into the greatest place through spiritual thought and concepts of escape from what you think is a curse. AND take…your…fricking meds!!! Now lay down your problems to that consciousness of the big picture and understand that even though we’re all afflicted we are SO FRICKING RESILIENT when we learn that it’s our brain and not theirs.
Although you loath suffering as do I, I think differently than you.
I am here today because I coped when I did not want to.
It is not imperative that I go into my own experiences; a sharing of experiences will not, in an instant, as you insist, end your own personal suffering.
I am the type of gal who wants to trek to the Arctic and watch Arctic flowers bend and flex to align themselves with sunrays. However I have to cope, as long as coping ethically sustains me, I go for it. And sometimes all an individual needs is another individual, or more, to provide room for coping to take place, regardless of how rough it gets.
The advantage is there is room to cope . Those who cope, as you are now, are often silent leaders in film, fiction and history. Your input is valuable, as I have read works by those whose critical standards concerning social judgement are not superficial but respectful of processes of determination.
A young man has Sickel-cell Anemia. He was treated with cord blood and the SCA went retro. However, he may become ill again in the future. He has no guarantee that he will not face another disease or form of suffering later down the road. None of us do.
If you want to cope, there is plenty of room to cope. There are also discussions to begin that will help take your mind off your suffering.
I am feeling much better today. Thanks for your help.
Best wishes,
Padster
I feel like maybe I am sick in my spirit, I’m fighting a moral and spiritual battle daily to become a better man. Maybe it’s more of a spiritual conflict than a disease to me?
I unfortunately agree as far as I’m concerned
Forgive me if im a bit off as I spend a bit of my mental effort not to think about sz, but theyve told me im the antichrist as well as a prophet, satan as well as God, theyve told me God is me or something. They tell me to go to church, I think theyve told me something along the lines of Allah being God. They basically threaten me to get me to do “good” Things. The thing about that is… if “we’re” God whatever we tell you to do is “good” so if you dont your evil" or something like it I think. I think the biggest thing was when they kinda told me I was supposed to be some warrior hero thing during the apocalypse or something.
Oh yeah and to be a pastor (edit)
Theres a song I made that make you smile a bit!
Cheers
Well im nearly 8 years from initial psychotic break. Ive gone from believing in god , to being an atheist. I still have hope. Hope for me is a matter of neccesity , if i dont have it , my illness will destroy me.
I really think we have spirit though, we have the chance to make our lives great, right?
That’s a great song btw!!
I hope so and thanks
I believe in all gods being one god. I feel that good intentions will get you to a heaven of sorts and that it is very difficult to go to hell. I also believe that if one person asks for god to bring those in hell, to heaven, he will. I feel that people over complicate religion. If you are nice and do good things why would any god punish you?
Forgot to add the important part, I have never had religion related delusions.