Hi, I have between Schizoaffective and Schizophrenia and I’ve been struggling so much lately. I’ve been belittled and mostly felt degraded. My ego/the self has been the main target of these spirit beings. I know there are good and bad spirits. I recently came to the awareness that we, the ego, dies and doesn’t pass on, but our spirit does. And that God is actually not good. I read that the magnetic field on the planet is going away, and God is doing nothing about it, in aprox. 1600 years. I don’t understand why there could be mass genocide on the planet. I know we are arrogant, selfish, and greedy, but we are also very capable of unconditional love, and we deserve a place in the universe. I know I sound crazy, but I really think the spirit realm is out to get us. Some spirits aren’t, some of them are very loving. I need advice on how you would respond to these kinds of threats. As I never feel safe and constantly anxious and upset. The 37% of Schizophrenia’s that are happy is my goal. I’m trying to find the positive of this reality we live in. I’m very scared.
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What antipsychotic medication are you taking if you don’t mind me asking? If you’re not taking any you might need to. I take 15mg Abilify myself.
I don’t know if that’s true.
In my opinion, the best way to survive with this disease is to just deal with day to day stuff and not worry to much about “the world’s end” etc. There’s enough people doing that. Worrying about stuff that’s out of your control will only distress you.
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Hey there, welcome.
Not everything you think is necessarily truth. Not everything other people think, and you read on the internet or in books, is nessarily truth. Do not believe everything.
Also, if I worry over such things that I cannot know or solve ever, I remind myself of Mackery’s quote below. And go do grounding things. Bake bread with my hands. Eat something I love (or hate). Cuddle a loved one. Find a writing prompt and write about something totally different. Listen to soothing faith music rather than read about scary spirit stuff.
If I keep on thinking, I only think myself deeper into (rather than out of) my fear. Like standing in a hole and trying to dig myself out.
Thank you for all the replies. I took some time to CBD, and I was able to clear my head. The mean spirits fill my head with lies all the time, and I always believe it. They can be so simple. But when I become afraid, I start to catastrophize big time on a spiritual scale, and it’s a form of hell for me. I know that we all have our own spirit that we transfer cautiousness to (if it’s true). I’m trying to live the best life I can in case it’s not. My delusion of the ego being our true self and dying without an afterlife could be fact, or it could not. Best to think the positive.
Interestingly enough, if our spirit can’t continue cautiousness, then the mean spirits are just the brain going haywire.
Also taking Invega, it helps a little bit. Maybe more than I’ll know. I’m debating about getting on Citalopram for Panic attacks about Hell and Dying. The weight gain is an issue, since I’m already 165 pounds. Does anyone know of any other Panic Disorder medications that also include PTSD as a treatment?
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