…I am utterly trashed at the moment. I spent the day in busy venues with too many people and too much noise and was not allowed to leave to decompress as needed. Now I have a head full of crap and no PRN for it due to med changes. The best I can do is discontinue a crtical med in order to temporarily dial my dopamine back down and hope that helps.
It’s 3:50 am and I’m in a hotel lobby with my laptop trying to cope.
Got four hours of sleep this afternoon, helped with grogginess as I got no sleep last night. I did visit more with family and visit a crowded farmer’s market this morning, which did not help. Hoping to do some solo paddle boarding tonight. No one wants to go with me because it’s cold and wet. Trying to use some therapy tricks to stay afloat.