Normally that means I would be asleep in 20 minutes but tonight I’m not sure because I had a cup of coffee so late and I still feel wired from it. So I don’t know. What are you doing?
Just winding down after a hell day at volunteering. Wasn’t feeling the best but soldiered on and got through it…just reading the boards and doing a bit of surfing.
I made something to eat, was drinking a soda, watching a movie. Starting to feel tired.
Watching real housewives of NYC with my fiancée lol
Just found that a Samsung TV on my wish list is on sale discounted on Amazon. Now I gotta kick the Sony support effort into high gear and demand a yes or no on whether they are willing to send a repair person out during the pandemic. I need to hear that no so I can proceed with purchasing a new set and forever crossing Sony off of the list of brands I’m willing to buy in the future (my 4k HDR 65 inch set got a black splotch under the screen 9 months after purchase).
Listening to music - and stuffing my face with junk food
I just got out the shower. Now I’m going for a walk with the dog.
Sitting in my car waiting to go into work bc I was recently told we arent allowed to clock in until 9 mins before our shift starts. Even tho in nursing school they taught us to come 30 mins early.
Im sitting in front of the fan in my room
Morning morning

I went out for some coffee and to the drugstore.
Sitting here letting my body recover from yesterday, out di myself and had to tak pain killers in the middle of the night
Just did my meditations and some reading… going to watch TV for a little bit
I’m watching a movie. It’s going to be a lazy day today.
Just gone to bed. Had a really busy day.
Picked up Lamictal meds after having manic episode in psych appointment and humiliating myself.
oh no, I’m sorry. Are you calmed back down now?
I am recently diagnosed, so I am not adjusting to this well. I was informed that my cognitive abilities are going to decline sharply on meds and I will be on meds forever.
Hospitalization was discussed. So was depakote, lithium and other stuff.
I was pretty much to forget about graduate school and it is pretty likely I will have trouble doing basic math in the future.
It was indicated that meds are not voluntary and that they would calm me down one way or another with or without cooperation.
I was informed that voluntary hospitalization lasts a few days and involuntary would last weeks or more.
Having a manic episode in a psych appointment is likely to royally screw up your life.
Just took my meds too, and had chocolate soya milk and flapjacks. Its 22:22 here lol!
Want to read my exciting novel (a historical thriller by Raymond Khoury) and watch a cooking show on TV at 11pm. Then maybe bed for me - or seeing other shows/reading.
I’m a night owl 
Oh god. I’m so sorry. It’s going to be a big adjustment. You must be really angry right now.