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Songs that sum up how you feel

This song is not for the living
This song is for the dead
With my face
Against the floor
I can’t see who knocked me out of the way
I don’t want
To get back up
But I have to, so it might as well be today
Nothing appeals to me
No one feels like me
I’m too busy being calm to disappear
I’m in no shape
To be alone
Contrary to the ■■■■ that you might hear
So walk with me
Walk with me
Don’t let this symbolism kill your heart
Walk with me
Walk with me
Just like we should’ve done right from the start
Walk with me
Walk with me
Don’t let this fukcing world tear you apart

Sums up my daily struggle. although slipknot is known for its metal this is a funeral song… i think it will hit you in the heart no matter what your preference for music. theres no screaming and thrashing guitars so give it a listen.

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Never heard a song that sums up depression better than this one for me.

I eat a couple Milky Ways for breakfast
I take my coffee light and sweet
Show up for dinner when you tell me to
I heap the sugar high and white on everything I eat

Carry an apple in my pocket
I write reminders on my skin
Clip meaningless pictures from old magazines
I tape them to the walls
It’s a bad place I’m in

And nothing you can say or do will stop me
And a thousand dead friends can’t stop me

I go back to places I remember
See what’s been going on without me
Stare down the strangers at the bus stop
Pretend they’ve been gossiping about me

White sugar by the spoonful
Canteloupes and grapes and watermelons
I force it down like it was medicine
Anybody asks you tell 'em what you want to tell 'em
But the best you’ve got is powerless against me
All your little schemes break when they come crashing up against me

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You pray for quiet,
Inside you head the screams won’t silence;
I remember those days…
The terror past our home; the fear that’s in your bones,
It just won’t go away… NO…

The strangle holds, the insulting names,
The world of ■■■■ around his fist; the nose to nose beer stinking breath.
Thrown down onto the floor, so battered, bruised and sore
Choke down on the truth of it, and touch it until you break your neck

Hell’s where I was born! Hell’s where I was raised,
This hell is where I’m from and this hell is where I’ll stay.
The hush is all I need, to hush the misery;
The hush that belongs to me, like the hush inside of dreams
Just be still and praaayyy… and let the noise just fade away.

Retain to violence;
Atop your heart like a secret closet,
So no one can penetrate…
You just can’t stand the touch; affection weighs too much,
You push everyone awayyyyyy from…

The reckoning! The bitter stings,
Whipped so bad I pissed myself; still with a beating stub held belt
If this reminds you of home, you better know you’re not alone
Hold the gun up to my head, I’ll pull the trigger on myself!!!

Hell’s where I was born! Hell’s where I was raised,
This hell is where I’m from and this hell is where I’ll stay.
The hush is all I need, to hush the misery;
The hush that belongs to me, like the hush inside of dreams
Just be still and praaayyy

These are the memories… In me
You didn’t want to know! You didn’t want to know!
These are the memories we keep
We don’t want to show! We don’t want to show!
By no you need to know, you’re not alone

Hush is all I need, hush the misery;
Hush belongs to me, like the hush inside of dreams
Hell’s where I was born! Hell’s where I was raised,
This hell is where I’m from and this hell is where I’ll stay
The hush is all I need, to hush the misery;
The hush that belongs to me, like the hush inside of dreams
Just be still and praaayyy… and let the noise just fade away

Beautiful i suffered from an abusive parent. Physicaly and emotionaly damaging. I have forgiven and we get along now but the damage is done.

I was so passive for so long. Not anymore.

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Nothing ever stays
the way that you want
It’s falling apart
In doubt I’ve lost my way
A focal point to project these words
of silence gone insane
Spiritual defect
My system rejects your emotional display
Nothing stays the same

Don’t talk to me
of psychic ability
You can’t see my future
when you hide
underneath a sky so bright
It’s blinding me
to open up my eyes
and if these lies were true
Why would it matter to you
Don’t believe in anything
that you can’t see
Extrasensory
in your perception of me

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I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.

I think I can make it now, the pain is gone
All of the bad feelings have disappeared
Here is the rainbow I’ve been praying’ for
It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.

Look all around, there’s nothing’ but blue skies
Look straight ahead, nothing’ but blue skies

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Nine Inch Nails - Only

Elvis Costello - Radio Silence

Signal fading, listen to what I’m saying
Testing, testing
This better be worth all of the breath I’m wasting
Maintaining radio silence from now on

Barricaded in the talk radio station
Hostage taken
The red “On-Air” light shines on
Something cheaper that passes for free speech
Will have to do

Hear him coming through loud and clear
Trickling in your ear
He’ll tell you anything you want to hear

The tape starts running
He’s going to tell you something
The strings start strumming
Another humdrum conundrum
Signing off now
Maintaining radio silence from now on

But there’s one thing I should have said
"The hostage will end up dead"
It’s just a comedy
The hostage is me

So pay the ransom
Beyond the run-out grove
Get my wife down here
A helicopter on the roof
No police marksman
Maintaining radio silence from now on

Mystery voices
Drowned out by too much choice
That’s not to mention
The sad waste of this wonderful invention
Maintaining radio silence from now on

Libraries filled up with failed ideas
There’s nothing more for me there
I trust in tender ink and gentle airs

Do those drug dealer still polish women made of wax?
Gangster and world leaders
Require the same protection from attack
From this distance it’s hard to tell the difference
Between a king and jack
Between a poet and hack
Maintaining radio silence from now on

When in episode:
Bat Country

When normal(aka not in episode XD):
Angie Baby

-Both are good songs with completely opposite tunes XD Check em out!

Nine Inch Nails - Sanctified

Garbage - I Think I’m Paranoid

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Truth.

The truth is that I never shook my shadow
Every day it’s trying to trick me into doing battle
Calling out ‘faker’ only get me rattled
Wanna pull me back behind the fence with the cattle
Building your lenses
Digging your trenches
Put me on the front line
Leave me with a dumb mind
With no defenses
But your defense is
If you can’t stand to feel the pain then you are senseless

Since this,
I’ve grown up some
Different kinda figther
And when the darkness come, let it inside you
Your darkness is shining
My darkness is shining
Have faith in myself
Truth.

I’ve seen a million numbered doors on the horizon
Now which is the future you choosen before you gone dying
I’ll tell you about a secret I’ve been undermining
Every little lie in this world comes from dividing
Say you’re my lover
say you’re my homie
Tilt my chin back, slit my troath
Take a bath in my blood, get to know me
All out of my secrets
All my enemies are turning into my teachers

Because
Light’s blinding
No way dividing
What’s yours or mine when everything’s shining
Your darkness is shining
My darkness is shining
Have faith in ourselves
Truth.

(Yeah)

Yes I’m only loving, only trying to only love
And yes, that’s what I’m trying to is only loving

Yes I’m only loving, trying to only love
I swear to god I’m only trying to be loving

Yes I’m only lonely loving
And yes I’m only feeling only loving, only loving
Ya say it ain’t loving, loving but my loving

I wanna only love til I’m only loving
I swear to god I’m only loving.
Trying to be loving, loving, loving, loving, loving, loving, love

Yes I’m only loving, yes I’m trying to only love
I swear to god I’m trying but I’m only loving
Ya say it ain’t loving, loving, loving, loving, love my love

But I’m only loving, loving, loving
The Truth.

Take Me To The Basement - Aesop Rock

Is there song anywhere titled, “I feel Lower than Horsesh*t Piled in a Wagon Rut?”

Hailee Steinfeld - Love Myself

Re: 77nick77

Not exactly, but Gary Jules usually has me covered when it’s like that:

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The overhead view is of me in a maze
And you see what I’m hunting a few steps away
And I take a wrong turn and I’m on the wrong path
And the people all watching enjoy a good laugh

Embarrassed with failure, I try to reverse
The course that my tread had already traversed
So doing the trauma engulfing my dream
Invaded through what was an unguarded seam
The torrent of helplessness swept me away
To the cavern of shame and the hall of dismay
Inside me a voice was repeating this phrase:
"You’ve lost it, you’ll never get out of this maze"
You’ll never get out of this maze x7

So, are you breathing
No, no
Are you breathing
So, are you breathing
No

[x2]
Wake up, are you alive
Will you listen to me
I’m gonna talk about some freaky ■■■■ now
Someone is gonna die
When you listen to me
Let the living die, Let the living die
(say)

[Chorus:]
Are you breathing, no?
Do the wicked see you?
You still breathing?
You’re making me known
Are you breathing, no?
Do the wicked see you?
You still breathing?

[x2]
What’s up? I wonder why?
Do you listen to me?
I’m gonna make you do some freaky ■■■■ now
Insane, you’re gonna die
When you listen to me
Let the living die, let the living die
(say)

[Chorus]

Can’t you imagine how good going through this will make you feel?
I promise, no one will ever know
There will be no chance of you getting caught
They never loved you anyway
So come on, be a man
And do what you are compelled to do Save Me God, God [x10]

I can hear the voice But I don’t want to listen
Strap me down and tell me I’ll be alright
I can feel the subliminal need To be one with the voice
And make everything alright
I can hear the voice But I don’t want to listen
Strap me down and tell me I’ll be alright
I can feel the subliminal need To be one with the voice
And make everything alright

[Chorus]

So, are you breathing? So, do you breathe no, no?
So, are you breathing? So, do you breathe no?

Standing on the hill
In the mountain of dreams
Telling myself
It’s not as hard,hard, as it seems

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