I dont want to hang out or talk with anyone nor my family
I dont care what I look like. I wear the same clothes all the time. My hair is knotty.
I feel so lethargic and have no pleasure
I dont want to eat
I believe I am dead but havent told anyone but you guys
I believe my doctor is a vampire and wants my blood all the time because I’m on clozapine and have frequent blood tests
Am I deteriorating or does this just happen.
I just wanted to vent
Thank you
well at least you see your delusions for what they are…work with your psychiatrist about getting the right meds for you…I had to change meds three times before I got on prolixin…I swear by it…I take generic.
Windy you sound depressed. Do you take an antidepressant? It might be time to talk to your pdoc about going on one or increasing your dose. But withdrawing, bad hygiene, lack of pleasure, no appetite, are all symptoms of depression. So I’m kind of worried about you. Talk to your pdoc.
Hi @Leaf. I’m on a very low dose of citalopram. I dont trust people around me at the moment. I dont feel sad or anything just nothing.
I dont want them to know. My pdoc creeps me out. He always asks how I’m sleeping and I feel like he wants to put me into an eternal sleep and drain my blood.
I see black lines coming up my body like veins and it’s very scary.
Hi @jukebox. Clozapine has really helped me but I guess these “delusions” keep on breaking through and I dont know if its normal
Meds reduce the voices intensity but they don’t always completely remove them. I always had voices calling me stupid and worthless that prevents me from working or having real life friends, not only online.
Many users on this forum still have voices with meds but they are aware that they’re not true.
Without meds they do what the voices tell them and sometimes they’re life-threatening.
Clozapine is the strongest AP followed by Risperdal. Did you try Risperdal?
@Aziz yes I think I’ve tried a whole bunch. Clozapine works the best
You just have to ignore and get used to the false voices.
Also stay away from drugs because they increase psychosis. Weed, cocaine, etc
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