I woke up this morning, and there were no voices to greet me. I immediately got out of bed, as apposed to laying there for 3 hours wondering if it was even worth it.
I walked to the store to get some food, i was not paranoid about people talking about trying to kill me, i didnt think anyone was trying to read my mind, and i didnt have huge anxiety about everyone i walked past…and yes still no voices.
There has been no dimension changes, my walls havnt melted…no bugs crawling around on my ceiling. I am not depressed, rather, self confident and, for the first time in a year, happy. \
I feel emotions, which is something that barely happens. I am sitting here typing this with a huge smile on my face
I have asked myself why this is happening several times today, as i am not even medicated. I have come to realize that it doesnt matter why, that i should just enjoy it, because tommorow it will prlly be back to business as usual.
It seems, at least for today, i am sz free.