Sobriety/substance free

Health and Recovery
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I have 7 months of recovery from all substances. I excluded a couple times of smoking. I had nearly 4 months cigarette free. Im down to 3 cigarettes or less a day.

So Im trying to develop further. My life is lacking pleasure. I know that I can feel more if I learn to slow down. Im working on releasing, allowing things to flow without me—I just want to be able to shut down sometimes and float.

Im tired of mind games and shadiness, im not proud of my failures and flaws. I was never one to snitch, but Im just glad I got away from it all. It does feel free’ing to not be dependent or addicted to anything…

its empowering to be free, but it takes constant energetic dedication that some people cant reckon with, after years of being jaded, some people just cave to the pressures and trappings of life.

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You should be extremely proud. Good work :slight_smile:

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Congratulations on 7 months. It really does pay off to be clean and sober.

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We both know the ■■■■ don’t work.

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@anon57496651 you should be proud of yourself. I was off addiction, but meds brought them all back. It is hard to quit all bad stuff when you develop addictions. I 've tryed to butI guess it is too hard at this point. You should be really proud, you are such an exemple.

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