I’m scared to take them. But I want to find a way out of here.
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Well, I had a different point of view about mushrooms when I was 16 back before I was ill. Back then they were just another fun drug to me, nothing serious, something to take on a Saturday afternoon when I wasn’t going to be doing anything else for several hours. But even if I wasn’t committed to sobriety for the past 34 years I wouldn’t take them. Too risky and not worth the risk.
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What If I take 0.5g only for 12 weeks? That’s a low dose.
Sadly, there is no way out of here.
Stop, take a long time to understand yourself by becoming aware of everything you have learned, been taught and been indoctrinated in.
Don’t run away from it. Be still and face it. Then and only then can reality be faced and peace will come.
It is not by running away from the storm, but by heading into it, where in the eye of the storm a stillness can be found.
We all have traumas. Szs more than most.
You need therapy, You need addiction professionals. You need EMDR from a professional. You need counselling.
Not drugs and escape. Where there is pleasure, its shadow, pain will follow.
It is painful and difficult, but that is the only way to come out of this clean.
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I really can’t advise you on how much mushrooms to take. I’m not qualified and everybody’s different and what is fine for one person may be dangerous to another. I can only warn you about them due to my own experience.
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The rules are very different here. Be mindful of what you say. I believe life is your choice. If you believe you are a god, who am I to say otherwise? You are not but will not be convinced by someone you believe is a SIM saying so. I only wanted to say that I do not have limited options and am not a SIM. I do believe different things other people do not approve on this site. It is difficult to get help for things that can not be talked about. I believe this subject is one of those things.
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I see these ideations in the youth a lot. These ideas seeped into the environment from new age spiritual beliefs coupled with theoretical physics models. There is a reason they’re called theoretical models. People are creating a synergy of ideas leaving the youth confused about what is reality especially the mentally ill who already have a distorted view of reality. I hope through investigation you can shake this ideation that a doctor would call delusion. The ideation of reality being a simulation is well pronounced on the internet, continued exposure, clicking websites without logical deductions to debunk said ideas could lead a person to have a distorted view of reality affecting their ability to function in a healthy manner within one’s mind and environment. I wish you good luck, maybe look for ideas opposing this view instead of feeding into them.
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