I live with this disorder. Nothing really interested me since childhood, I hated bathing and had very poor hygiene, didn’t watch movies or listen to music, hard to get into story. It’s like being subhuman, staying in bed 24/7 unless I have to go somewhere. Activities make me anxious, I am anxious when around people and feel inadequate. Anhedonia, avolition, apathy etc. This condition makes me suffer when I understand that I’m disabled and probably never normal. No medication helps. I also have cognitive and memory problems, no personality, spiritually dead.
Can we make some sort of group or chat with people like us? I feel like this simple type schizophrenia/deficit syndrome is very rare.