4 years ago (before meds, very suicidal at the time, struggling with MI)
The other day https://puu.sh/vKWoD/5b02ded4bd.jpg
He laughed and said “Big difference…Neither were bad” Then I said “I’ve gained weight, stopped working out, but I’ve matured a lot” and he said “Yeah you have matured a lot”
Then he said a couple other things complimenting me. But it’s amazing how the meds and your mindstate can change how you look so much lol. My therapist said she finds the med-induced weight gain to be somewhat attractive because you look healthier.
Also I made this song
I figure in 5 years when I have enough money I’m gonna build myself a studio…Says you can get one for $600-700 but I wanna spend $1500 for a good one. They get cheaper and cheaper but still… The sound quality is really bad but I think the lyrics and stuff are pretty good. Wearing headphones can mask the bad sound quality a little but still not completely.
https://soundcloud.com/jonjames1/who-knows-what-youre-in-it-for
Happy mothers day!!!