pfff, i am fat and swollen. did you make your peace with it? those meds change us i find, you find it too?
there are some who are good looking here but some are less lucky wow…
its just that lately i havethose remarks from my friends that those meds poison me. i am still not stable mentally and they dont see the point of them. whatever, without my meds, i go straight to death cause i stop eating.
my medication didn’t change my body at all. i am overweight and know i can lose the weight if i want because i have done it before,
i see 
I am dumb sorry. I forgot also that the illness changed me too, its not only the meds. The paranoia and the depression made me look bad too…