I’ve witnessed wonderful paintings…read some beautiful poetry…heard some terrific music…etc…at one time or another on this forum.
And I believe our schizophrenic over-sensitivity is the engine which fuels all of this creativity.
Lately I’ve been delving into my music…instead of wasting my brain on negative energy, I’m focusing on positive energy…getting lost in Art.
I feel like I’m ‘in the zone’ these days creatively, and it feels really good. I’m not sure how long this will last, but I’m having a blast riding the wave.
I find it offensive when people attribute my art to my schizophrenia. I was creative before having it and I have remained creative IN SPITE of having it. Please don’t give the credit for my accomplishments to an illness that has done its level best to either ruin my life or end it.
Have you heard of the term OUTSIDER ART? YouTube has a lot of outsider art on it. I heard voices as a child and believe the illness was always a part of my life. It turned bad entering adulthood. I started to dwell on right and wrong. Maybe the pressure of adulthood was bearing down on me though I’d always had jobs so that was no problem. Other things happened all at once-- a perfect storm. Plenty of people say antipsychotic medications dull the creative impulse in a person. I don’t believe it though.
I always loved to write and take pictures until I got flattened by SZ. I was left unable to do much of anything. It pissed me off, so I fought like hell and took back the things I missed, bit by bit. SZ turned me into a lump. It was me that turned myself back into an artist and it was a @#$% load of effort, let me tell you.