Thank you! 
Yeah sheās the best. She told me happy Veteranās Day and to enjoy my gifts. 
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I bought christmaspresents today. What? A
book about beer and wine. And a card.
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Ahhh shucks you shouldnt have 
itā¦its for me right?? 
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Gosh, I donāt have any inspiration. Riding the trolley daily Iād get to know more people and see a lot more. Iāll should do that again someday. The inner city had a lot going on. I mean maybe I could share some jail stories.
I was in there with a young guy who had gunned down a police officer. I felt sorry him in a way. What he did was horrible. He was one of those kids who grow up in the gang life. Had a few tear drop tattoos. I had a feeling he may have murdered other rival gang members before. One day, I heard him crying as if realizing he would be facing years in prison. Being in a cell, sometimes during the quiet, prisoners in other cells can be heard. I heard the anguish of his voice as he was sobbing, āI killed him! I killed a cop!ā He almost laughed through desperation as he wept. For a few minutes, it was like hearing the voice of a child. He couldnāt be older than 20, if I remember correctly he was 19. He shared a few words with me on the first day I met him. Here he was facing 50 years in prison for having murdered a police officer. I donāt normally feel any sort of sympathy for cop killers, but for a moment that night, I heard a child sobbing. Maybe it is because I am in my thirties now, I donāt know what it feels like to have killed anyone, but that night stayed with me. His cell mate didnāt have many words of consolation.
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She might reject me, she might not. I have already gauged that there is a 90% probability that she will reject and return it to me. If that happens then so be it. I may not even offer the ring once it is in my possession. Who knows.
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Thatās so sad, on so many levels.
Your attention to it and compassion speak worlds of good about you.
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Wow.
Great story.
One of my favorite shows is The First 48 and itās amazing what can happen with just a snap stupid decision.
I often feel bad for the victim and the murderer during that show.
Itās sad.
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Ok just think about yourself, are you gonna let this person show off her confidence by rejecting you, and dont forget about the rumours and chitbchat that would spread afyerwards, that would be bad for you mental health too
How about ā sheās going to be freaked out by being harassed by a coworker??? You guys have some really messed up ideas about women.
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If rejecting me boosts her confidence then thatās fine. My work term and her work term ends in mid-December. There will be no rumors and chitchat which would spread as my contract and her contract would end.
You speak for all women. I speak for the women iv expierienced
I suspect your view is highly skewed.
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Of course, im a hermit after all
I just cannot figure out why you cannot see this as harassment. Women get scared of men who show them unwanted attention, and all he cares about are his wants. Just stop.
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I suppose it has kimd of escaltaed since the first gift but not much. Be different if he was following her or something
Yes, stalking and following is bad. So is this. He needs to leave her alone.
This is the last Iāll say about it, because neither of you obviously care about women. You just want one, regardless of how they feel about it. At the least, itās selfish. At worst, itās predatory.
I hope, at least, that you will hear what Iāve been saying, but my guess is you probably wonāt.
So Iām done discussing this. Iām not talking to someone who is willfully obtuse.
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When the work contract ends this mid-December, she and I can go our separate ways or an unlikely scenario that we keep in contact. But no one knows.
Ok im not sure what your getting at
Of course youāre not.
I do want a woman. I have road frontage and plenty of coal. But its up to her, i would never try to pressure that, or coerse that you feel me? Do you feel that? Cmon feel me homie