rollin ciggies
Man, those look legit!
Do you have a good cigarette roller?
yea i use this kind not the injectors and tubes
it looks like joints with this kind of paper lol i think thats what people use this brand for but nah just tobacco
i have to go to the gas station to get some rolling papers. im going to try smoking some mugwort and catnip mixture. i always get a laugh when i buy zig zags from the cashier, but iāve never rolled a joint in my life.
Oh yeah, those are nice to have. I still own a couple cigarette rollers like that.
@Lifer I have a photo of you and Bill Clinton smoking a fatty together!
(Kidding) 
Well good late morning to everybody! Just woke up had a cup of coffee, cleaned my room a bit and having some smokes. I dunno why I even smoke⦠it doesnāt get me high or anything⦠what the hell.
Nothing much going on today⦠I have a day off⦠probably doing some laundry and watch a film or something.
How are you all doing today?
Well, it happened. At the age of 37 years old I have just reached the threshold of when not to trust a fart. Fun! Fun! Fun! 
Anyways I am doing some laundry, went to Mackies, and visited the library.
May join a Zoom meeting for a state Civil War roundtable meeting beginning at 6 PM tonight. I just may.

Hey bud! Youāre always staying productive.
Iām doing decent. Weāre in a deep freeze still here so Iām staying inside all day.
haha i stand by my language, i said, āi have never rolled a joint in my lifeā not that i havenāt smoked my fair share of joints. i let my friends do the rolling or used a pipe or bong haha.
Yeah⦠itās a bit chilly here too. It just started to snow here also. Probably stay inside as well.
And no⦠Iām not nearly productive
I see my life just doing time like that āorange is the new blackā show⦠trapped trapped trapped
I slept like 12 hours last nightā¦lol
In my side of the town, you rolled blunts for the older friends⦠thatās how you learned how to roll
Just had an idea of how to make a clay pipe mold though I have to find a proper surface so clay doesnāt adhere to clay. Hmm? Wax paper maybe? Or some sort of sealer on the mold impressions themselves?
Hello Google!
I guess I donāt have the resources to make a proper mold with metal and getting them secondhand is virtually impossible considering the value of them as collector pieces.
-S
i hadnt checked my email. since jan 28th. i had like 60 emails, mostly from here, but some others, no word from tony my friend, havenāt talked to him since last may, i think heās ghosting me. o well.
All my presz friends ghosted me. Now I just have 1 real friend I talk to, we stopped hanging out since having severe negative symptoms. I like my presz friends more than him though, they were friends from church and university/school.
do you yāall think iāll be hospitalized if i tell my pdoc in march, i want to be institutionalized until im 40 years old? i really do, but i want to have enough money to move to arizona in my 40s that is the only thing stopping me. i figure he will just say, i need an anti depressent, but im not depressed, i just want to escape life for awhile.
i havenāt been hospitilized in 4 years now.
Hey yāall, I had a pretty decent day at work. The shop was very slow today, on account of the snow. I was busy, though; thereās always work for me to do. So Iām feeling okay. I hope yāall are well. 
He may suggest therapy tbh. Most folks donāt want that sort of thing. Were you ever bored in the psych hospital? I was ready to get out on day 12 after I stabilized. But you are your own man.
Good luck to you.
yes i am bored in the hospital, but the weird thing is i donāt worry about life when im inside, and nothing to worry about other than violent patients. therapy is probably what i need i guess.
Iām no expert on anything but therapy can help to investigate how or why you wish to escape life. I started therapy for different reasons and she was awesome. We really clicked and things improved after a couple of years.
Hope you can find what you are looking for in life. Iām still searching myself. But sometimes the journey counts more than the destination.
-S
Litter box has been dumped and first round of dishes are done. Gonna make my bed and then find a movie after I talk to my mom and grandma for a few minutes.


