Mine is due soon aswell. :((
They tend to be a bit painful.
But itās for da best
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Hopped on the rider my uncle loaned us and got the yard cut. Weed whipping can be after the heat wave. My uncle parks his boat by our second garage so I had to work around that but everything looks better now.
Itās funny when we start to mow all of the neighbors down the road start cutting grass too.
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Clothes are in the dryer. I may vacuum my nice throw rug yet today but not sure. Got lots accomplished though so now donāt know if I want to work on refinishing a pipe or just chillax for the rest of the day.
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Hello Kiddos!
I ended up going back to sleep for a little while. Was having some unbearable anxiety and voices.
Now I feel as jiffy as a spliffy. 
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That is horrible. But glad you are feeling better now.
Cool you liked It :Chapter 2. I thought the movie was good but it just seemed a little long (no fault of theirs) to me. But glad they gave a little explanation of the origins of IT.
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Yeah, I see what you mean in regards to the length of It Chapter Two. It was pretty long.
I really enjoyed the story, and I felt it was more in tune to the spirit of the novel. 
I also enjoyed Tarantinoās final film. 
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so im considering going back to the golf course and talking to the superintendent about working there. he used to be the assistant when i worked there, but now has been promoted. heās a nice guy and may give me a job back. not this year, but maybe next.
then again im not sure i want to go back, what used to be a 2 to 3 mile drive to work is now 20 miles in my new location. and i would have real early mornings working there. like i would have to get up at 5am to get to work on time. when i was working there, we were putting in 35-40 hours a week. which is more than i want, ideally i would find a part time job working 20 hours a week. also he hired me back after i was diagnosed, one time, i was hallucinating the whole time at work, and left early one day on my first week back. i never even went back to collect my paycheck. so he may be pissed about that, i donāt know. i think i could tell him i was diagnosed sza and went on disability instead of working. i donāt know if i want the job back.
there is a community college in wisconsin that offers a 2 year degree for specifically, golf course mechanics. that would allow me to work through the winter, working on all the equipment. but i donāt really want to work full time. i think im better off just getting a job washing dishes, or stocking shelves. i should probably go for a fresh start in life. i would be a bit embarrassed to go back.
i remember him telling me when he hired me back, it could become a career. which was the complete opposite of what my old boss told me. he would always say, āyouāre too smart to be doing thisā
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I keep trying to fight it, but only making matters worse. I guess iām a lunatic.
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Finished the dentist, I have one caries.
@anon12381882 I always receive these scam calls, I block all of them. I even received them as message text and emails claiming I need to claim money from the government. They want the social insurance number for identity theft and money theft. They claim to be the government, Paypal, etc
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I can understand how you feel. Itās like I want to be a welder but in truth my fabrication skills are shabby at best. I like the idea of it but in reality itās probably not for me.
My cousin is the manager at our golf course and itās possible he would give me a job. I like working outside and mowing and weed whipping and stuff so itās an idea. I have ideas to go back to school but just donāt know what for yet.
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yeah i donāt like getting laid off in winter, thatās another downside. but if i was a mechanic it would be a year round salaried position. i may spring for that school. my dad was an industrial mechanic, but im not sure i can handle it. i would probably move to michigan if i completed the program. worse case scenario they would hire me as a greenskeeper who knew about golf course equipment. itās a tough decision.
if i were you i would consider working on a golf course. itās kinda nice, some jobs suck, like pulling weeds out of sand traps, and digging irrigation trenches sometimes, or replacing sand in sand traps, but alot of it, is just riding on a mower or other equipment. some areas pay better than others, like when i was thinking of moving to florida the jobs there were only paying like $11/hr, but in vermont they were paying $17-20/hr. the city in michigan iām considering for a move is not very expensive, so i could potentially make it work there. i could get a condo or small house for about what im paying for this place. which i have 6 more years to pay on if i stay.
the job you donāt want is changing the flag location. alot of old grumpy golfers will complain about hole locations if they are in a tough spot and can potentially get you fired. thatās most of what i did, was set the course each day, and then odd jobs in the afternoons.
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I have a pimple on the tip of my tongue, its been burning there for 2 days. Its the worst place to have a painful pimple. I bite it accidently, ouch.
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itās 4pm and im just now eating.
@Aziz are you sure itās a pimple? ive never had a pimple on my tongue before
Idk its a bump that is painful when I move my tongue. Not sure how its called, sorry my main language is French.
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no worries. was just wondering. i hope that clears up for you.
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Itās a possibility. But in a weird sorta way I feel I could be just as happy working in janitorial at my local hospital. It would be cool during the summer and somewhat warm during the winter. Heat kills me so I have to think long and hard about working outdoors.
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yeah iāve also considered being a janitor. that would be cool as well. no pressure, it was just a suggestion and work i found to be enjoyable. and you seem to stay busy with your dad doing odd jobs, so no pressure to be employed
best wishes.
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So been looking at colleges a little bit today. For fun I started looking at massage therapy and cosmetology programs. My great grandfather owned a barber shop in the town I live in. He died before I was born but it was a nice little business he had. In a weird sorta way Iāve considered massage therapy in the past. Donāt know a lot about career outlook but it would be cool to work on a cruise ship or work at a resort. Donāt know if I would fit into those small suits they have to wear. JK! Old Dumb and Dumber reference.
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You ever think why am i fighting this? I should face the facts, im a far gone lunatic.
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They (people) want us to believe that we are invalids or lunatics because they are scared that we cannot be controlled or easily categorized.
Just enjoy your life. Find the small things you enjoy and pursue them.
Howās the gaming going?
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