Here is a new thread. Everyone get ready to complain about the Reese’s and say it should be raisins or radishes or whatever. 
And go!
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first !! 151515
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I am going to have a smoke @anon10627598 . brb
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Respiridone
Real chip shirt
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I’m back if you are still on the forum @anon10627598
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I am getting tired again after taking night meds. Moved back to bed. Gonna read for a few minutes first.
Take care everyone.
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Gotta Kenworth
Giddy-up!!!
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I was a bit depressed and futile, then I saw a dove with a twig in its beaks and I exclaimed,
“There is hope!!” Got up and went to get my contact lenses… I was told by the Ophthalmologist that my scratch in my eyes have healed… and somehow my astigmatism is gone now apparently.
I’m not spiritual or anyway religious, but it gave me a bit of hope and encouraged me to take a small step…
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Yep, R should be for ravioli jk lol.
I just woke up twenty minutes ago, slept like crap again, but whatever.
@Abise you’ve done prison time? I’m talking prison, not jail. Felonies typically carry a sentence of at least a year in prison. Are you sure it wasn’t a misdemeanor?
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I think there are ghosts and spirits in my house this morning.
Cuz ■■■■ be like wtf was that sound?
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Hey morning!
Well, I did three months in jail… never a year in a prison, but the crime itself is punishable over a year, but I was released after three months… so not actually sure if I’m convicted or not.
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Good morning kiddos!
@Pandy Sorry I missed you all last night.
I ran into a neighbor at the thriftshop yesterday and she dragged me into a bunch of drama here in the building. I suppose a neighbor down the hall from me is still giving people lip service about me.
It made me so anxious that I had to take a seroquel when I got home.
I need to just not engage these people anymore. From now on it’s only going to be hi and bye and that’s it.
Hope you all are doing well. 
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@Bowens Are you kidding?? Reeses are my favorite!! I love the new “R”
Good morning, everyone! I don’t know how I feel yet. Drinking coffee. Will go dry my hair then go to my first TMS, then therapy.
Hope you all had a good night and wishing you a good day!
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Ugh. Sorry about your neighbor drama. That sucks that where you live has to be like that. Where you live should feel pleasant and safe.
Are you feeling any better?
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At the dentist. Got a lecture because they messed up my bite when I got some crowns last fall and never came back for them to fix it because it seemed like too much work. 
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Yeah, I’m feeling a little better. 
I’ve just been listening to songs on my headphones.
Thank you.
How are you feeling today?
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Oh good. Glad you’re feeling better. I need to listen to music more.
I’m feeling really anxious. I do the first TMS appointment at 10:30. The worst part is, I have to meet with their psychiatrist. My pdoc is awesome, but I mostly have disdain for docs, in general. Other than that… trying to focus on the hopeful outcome, not the fact that they will be poking around my brain.
Feeling a little bit of creative spark today, and that’s nice.
Drinking coffee, as usual.
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Oh I see. I don’t know a whole lot about TMS but I’m sure that the doctors know what they’re doing. 
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TMS is transcranial magnetic stimulation. They basically put this magnetic coil on your head, and it sends impulses to the part of your brain that’s dormant and causing depression. I have to go every day for 7 weeks. Which sucks, but I’m desperate. About 2/3 of people who go get into remission for 6 months or even a year. And then you can get maintenance “touch ups”.
LevelJ1 did it, and he said it was very helpful.
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Hi everyone.
I slept for a solid six hours and I can say my mood and such is much better this morning.
Have to go clean a cabin with dad in about 45 minutes.
Banjo later.
Took a med with a soda.
Hope y’all are well.
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