I donāt think the Provos want me talking to the phone anymore, I talked to it and asked them to hurry up with the voices turning on etc, asked them why they are waiting
Sorry about that @DragonStorm feel free to let loose on me if you wish
That wouldnāt be right to do. @anon47167357 ā¦ I just need to clear my mind and try to figure out why she is behaving as such.
Not going out this weekend, kinda cool so spending the weekend in my nightwear
I have a brutal day ahead of me.
Itās the last day of move out and weāve got a lot to do.
Then we have to pay like a grand to have the house cleaned after we leave.
Thatās ok, whatever it takes to get our deposit back.
Anyway, Iām not looking forward to this ā ā ā ā and my husband wonāt get out of bed so we can get started.
Ready to get it over and done.
I hope you get it done quickly =)
good luck!
Hi fellas!
So we ended up cancelling my covid shot because my brother and I both want to wait for the Johnson vaccine to come back.
So we all ended up going to Wal-Mart instead.
I got a couple black Dickies shirts, a bag of Reeses, and a Kickstarter.
I was making my Mom crack up because I was jokingly acting super nervous and screaming in the back seat about dying because I couldnāt find my seatbelt LOL.
Hope you all are well!
@Montezuma humor is good medicine. Today is a down day for me, looking for cheering up entertainment, so far nothing has caught my fancy.
Good news, I think that I found a new apartment that is MUCH MUCH MORE affordable for me, $580 compared to the $800+ Iām paying now.
I thought I saw they lifted the band on the Johnson shot.
I just got paid for the online employment courses that Iām taking.
feeling good
@anon10627598 , thatās great news man! Stay on top of that more affordable apartment.
Iām truly blessed by my place. I got lucky being on HUD/Section 8 in a really nice area and neighborhood.
@GrayBear I heard that too! Good times, indeed.
You guys tuning into the Goolie tonight?
I plan on watching. Svens my bud, you know.
Afternoon yāall. I think I need to up my ritalin or something. Iām exhausted lately. I thought it was the baclofen, but I didnāt take it last night and still slept until noon.
Anyways, I had a coaches meeting yesterday and Iām getting really excited to get back on the field. Just really hoping I donāt pass out. Going to call my doctor and see if I can increase my steroids on game days.
This Rexulti is really helping with the negatives. @aziz, was it you that was asking about that? I definitely recommend trying it. I have to have a schedule and make myself get up when I always do, only taking one nap a day, but it really makes it a lot easier. I donāt have to force myself to do chores like I normally do either. Itās only been about 2 weeks now, but Iām loving it.
Iām not sure I have seen the movie a couple times already. I will still probably watch it though.
Are you worried about blood clots?
No, Iām not too terribly worried about the blood clots.
Whatās the ole Sven showing tonight?
I got some junk food and caffeine ready for later tonight!
Like where am I now, I canāt go out without people checking my thoughts. What kind of life is that? Itās only a matter of time before they confirm it by doing or saying something. Iām convinced of this itās hard to see a way back to a normal life. They want me to go to the hospital and change meds and of course theyāll coincide the stopping of the following/ thought checking confirmation with that and then il magically start to believe that it isnāt possible.
I think if I change meds it might stop but that just leaves the voices which I know and they know arenāt real so theyāll act up when I change meds and may not go again.
Why would I change meds to something that dosent work, I canāt do that. They may add something which will magically make me believe they canāt read thoughts but it may help the situation like Iām playing along with this charade of them making me symptomatic/non symptomatic to follow a real world scenario of a schizophrenic .
Gargoyles is what he is showing
@Montezuma @GrayBear tonight is Gargoyles!
Thanks @LED 155
I havenāt received 100% confirmation yet that they can read thoughts. They have only told me something I said to Anthony in real life but coincidentally also said to him in my thoughts. And they know that which is why they chose to tell me that specific phrase.