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I should clean the kitchen before I go to bed, but I really donāt want to do anything.
I have a phone appointment with SSA tomorrow. 
I really hate using the phone. Do they record those phone calls? I wish they would do these things over email so I could have records of the conversation so they donāt ā ā ā ā me over and lie about what I did or didnāt say. Ugh. Phone calls stress me out.
I tried to take a bath but couldnāt get up the motivation to actually wash my hair. 
I have physical therapy tomorrow, so I really should have. At least I washed the rest of me.
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LED,
Could you post the recipes for those? Sounds delish.
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I made the fajita one tonight, but Iāve made most of them and theyāre all delicious! I also cheated tonight and used a bag of cauliflower rice instead of making my own because I knew I wouldnāt have time this week. But itās way cheaper to make your own and SUPER easy.
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Woohoo!!! Just got my A1c results back and Iām totally normal!!! I was so worried and all for nothing! Definitely enough of a scare to keep me in track with healthy eating and weight loss, though!
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Had a good night. I helped with some chores, reblogged a bunch of tumblr, bought some ok looking clothes online including a cute pair of hoop earrings, and downloaded a good album by Taylor Swift. Why do I suffer so much?? Canāt sleep again and Iām just lying awake wishing to fall asleep. Maybe one day Iāll never have to wake up again and can just go to heaven. Tomorrow I see my psychiatrist and house clean with my mom and take my client to the gym. Man I really miss my life before this illness. No sleepless nights hyperactive heart beating fast lying trying to calm enough to sleep. I drank 1 tiny styrofoam cup of coffee this morning!!
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I think I have relapsed.
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Uh.
My brother is swearing, smacking, screaming, etc.
Heās not happy about how his voice practice went.
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Good morning yāall, Iām up way earlier than I want to be, because I have to get my shot in an hour and a half.
After my long day yesterday I wish I could just sleep half of the day away, like I normally would do.
Iāll go back to sleep when I return, since Iām working at the gas station tonight. It will be my last night working there, wooo!
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I hope @Moonbeam is okay; she still hasnāt closed the last two say anything threads, havenāt seen her online lately. Maybe sheās just taking a break or traveling or something.
@Ninjastar have you heard anything from her?
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I havenāt heard anything yet. We have been trying to reach out to her but she hasnāt logged on in a while.
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I was up all night in pain and it caused me to hallucinate a lot and it was freaking me out because I was too tired to be logical about it and half thought it was all real. It was really stressful. And now Iām exhausted today because of it.
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I didnāt feel good enough to go in to therapy today, so I skipped it. Have to reschedule for later. Now, I feel semi saner. Brain seems to be functioning.
I think Iāve lost some weight.
Iām eating normally and not on a diet.
My pants seem looser and when I look in the mirror I look a bit thinner in my gut area.
I havenāt weighed myself yet.
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My sz gets worse when my MD is really causing tons of pain.
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had a weird dream last night. I had decided to go back to high school to perfect my math skills as I wanted to get a math degree to teach high school math. in the dream I had no idea how old I was, I know I was too old to be back in high school but wasnāt sure my age. I asked my dad and he said I was 24 haha. so I was like cool im 24, then I thought about it more and I was like no im not 24 im 34. weird dream.
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Therapist called and rescheduled for next wednesday. Will see the pdoc and get my injection that day too, all in the same place. Then, I have to schedule eye apt, dentist, and gp. So much crap that I donāt want to worry about with my anxiety.
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