mood got better after i entered a discord call with friends. it’s always kinda that easy to get out of spiraling, i just need what i need to get out of it, i guess. i need to formulate a plan of some sort to actually deal with depression spells instead of just wallowing about it. at least i feel better,
hope whoever’s online reading this is doing ok.
caffeine i feel like does something? (mild, but i notice) to curb my constant avolition, but i take it in pill form. i kinda miss monster but it’s way more bang for my buck to take supplements instead regarding this stuff.
trying any way i possibly can to curb the negative symptoms, omg.
I feel ya man. Somedays caffeine helps a little with my negatives but other days my negatives just kick my ass and I lay around in bed for a lot of the day.
yeah…
it feels like a constant for me to have immense negative symptoms but i just have random moments where i feel a bit more and have actual desires to do stuff hobbywise but it feels so spontaneous and unpredictable. i still partake in my hobbies regularly, i will admit, but it feels like such a slog/chore to even produce music. and i LIKE producing music a lot…
i just tire of the feeling of everything being a chore. i don’t wanna do anything like ever (until i randomly do).
My new computer came in today! I’m having fun setting it up and all that.
happy you’re getting that sorted! new computer setup is always so fun even if really time consuming for me.
Thanks! I’m thrilled to have it. I was borrowing hubby’s older laptop, but his audio didn’t work (not even with my headphones!). Consequently, I missed two meetings with my school that were all to be done through Zoom. Now I can reschedule those meetings.
Hey y’all, got home from work half an hour ago, so glad to be off the next two days, not to mention going out of town tomorrow until Saturday morning. Will be a nice, quick little getaway.
I hope y’all are well.
Looking forward to the weekend. Always feel good vibes on the weekend since most people are off and happy.
How are you feeling, Mars? It seems like I haven’t been seeing you on here much lately.
I’m good. Started taking some supplements for anxiety which are working well. Haven’t needed my anxiety meds. Been working on my game Cookie Bears making some progress. How are you?
I’m doing well, feeling good 
. I’m excited for tomorrow’s distant concert, as well as Thursday’s less distant festival. I’ve been looking forward to this festival for the past six months. I put it on layaway last October, made small monthly payments on it, and now it’s almost here. I’ll stay two nights in a hotel, going to just one day of the festival. The festival runs for four days, but I can’t physically or financially handle that.
Yeah I’ve seen you posting about that. Have fun!
Lol yeah I won’t shut up about it. Oh well, I just finally have more stuff to get excited about, so it’s nice for me.
They had a advancement on tv that said it was spam. I’ve been getting them to
It’s quiet on here tonight.
Who’s up?
im up, sup canuk. i will probably sleep soon if i continue what im doing know which is laying in bed watching bodycam and detective crime cases being broken down
hows ur night going?
Ciggy!! I’m just chillin how are you?
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