It’s a band
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I’m just peachy, Skunkalish. Minor physical issue, but took meds for it. I shouldn’t have had a Coca cola lol
Thanks for asking.
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sweet dad and i may leave for our hiking trip this thursday, he is checking on availability at the lodge now. i have a pdoc appt. on thursday but it’s over the phone so i can take the call while we are driving. we are going to northern georgia mountainous region for our hiking, dad was wanting to go before it gets any colder. the purpose of the trip is to allow mom some alone time for a few days. we may also stay with my aunt in tennessee one night on the way home, he has to call her and see if it’s ok as well.
so basically i have narrowed down my move to 2 states, michigan and georgia. i have a few years to decide while i save up some money for a place. if i discovered a hoard of buried treasure i would choose colorado or northern california, but at the moment it’s unlikely i will be able to afford either of those places. i do worry about the wildfires in california though, at one point i was always hunting for a property there, but lately with all the wildfires it has soured me on living there.
in for the night, a long night watching news, nba starts up soon so that will give me a nightly distraction when that starts along with college basketball on tv.
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Hey, @Lifer
You going to Eli Jay, GA? I’ve been thru there before.
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no amicalola falls georgia. it’s a state park with a lodge, i’ve been there once before, it’s nice. it’s close to dohnega georgia which is where they do army ranger training.
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I also have the delusion I worked on Monster Energy drinks in a past life but I still pay full retail price and I’m going broke. Can’t blame them for thinking I’m just a schizophrenic. But I think I had a connection. I’m pretty sure they would sue me if things got hairy. I remember just Red Bull existing but we changed that.
Gave Charles some couch time. He’s happy now. Tigger is sleeping on a recliner. Doggies went for a ride.
Charging ear buds now.
Feeling pretty good still. Hopefully those side effects from the new med was just a week thing. That was a hellish week for sure.
-S
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so i have replaced my past life delusions with another delusion, that in fact i wasn’t remembering past life events but instead seeing my future life. i like that thought more.
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So my parents sent me a nice Christmas card with a nice check included.
Totally caught me off guard.
It’s a little more than I spent on the exercise bike I bought on FB marketplace. The check is dated Thursday, I bought the bike on Friday.
I guess we were thinking in the same direction. I can’t tell you how good that makes me feel to be able to put a gift towards my health.
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I’m going to read this. I got it while reading the wikipedia entry for anarchism. I have to finish War and Peace first and then it’s Anna Karennina so it’s going to be a while.
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I didn’t know you had past life delusions. Scary stuff, huh.
I’m scared of the future and see no future for myself. For some creatures, the past and future are reversed (time reversed universe) so their past is our future and vice versa.
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actually if i want to live in a trailer park i can afford nor cal. the houses there are all pricey though, and not nearly as nice as what you would get for that same money staying in the midwest. you can get a nice house with a big yard for what you get in norcal.
bought 3 christmas cards today for $21 dollars. don’t know why they were so expensive, i didn’t feel like going to dollar tree for cheap cards, where it would have been tough to pull out into traffic. so i went ahead and paid the extra money. mom and dad told me they bought 16 christmas cards for $32 bucks today from hallmark, should have gone there instead, it’s right next to the grocery store where i got my cards.
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" In 1958, the chemists Hunziker, Smutz, and Eichenberger at Wander AG in Bern synthesized a substance called clozapine as part of a screening for new antidepressants involving around 2,000 substances. In 1960 the substance was patented and from 1962 the first trials were carried out on people with the new “antidepressant”; however, these were not very successful. The substance was tested from 1966 on in people with chronic productive schizophrenia, the antipsychotic effect being noticed. In 1972 clozapine was launched under the trade name Leponex. The tram station of the Bern tram at the former Bern hiking headquarters continues to be called “Wander”."
–wiki
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Stressed rn. Keep hearing things.
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I had a phone appointment with my psychiatrist today, and she is keeping all of my meds the same; I’m fairly stable atm. The last time I talked to her she made mention of ptsd, but didn’t elaborate, just mentioned it in passing. Today I asked her about it, and she said ptsd is a “provisional diagnosis” for me, meaning I show signs/symptoms of it, but it’s not definite. Idk, I’m kind of intrigued now. Anyway, don’t have to talk to her again for three months.
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I was above the garage watching Vikings and I started reading the wikipedia entry for anarchism and got to yearning to get into it as a political philosophy. I joined the Reddit forum but it’s mostly void of anything intelectually stimulating. I read a lot so I could order some books. The only things getting in the way are: I am a Democrat and that in an anarchic society would I still recieve social security benefits? I don’t know. That’s big government working right there. I guess I could just read this anarcho-sci fi novel I found out about called The Dispossessed.
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Your post got me off my arse and went to dollar general and bougjt some gift wrapping paper. Cards were $3.50 there.
I once spent like $9 on a birthday card for my mom. I don’t shop that store for gift cards anymore.
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haha. cool. glad you were able to get out.
im almost all done with my shopping, just got to pick something out for my brother in law. we have christmas over at his place with my sister and her kids. im in it for the food mostly, i was going to skip it, but then i decided i would be depressed if i stayed at home on christmas.
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My deal with Monster Energy drinks is they got me addicted to them. I don’t know if they’re making me stupid and dumbing me down because I’ve been drinking them so long and for so much. I think they’re dangerous and there is some superstition behind it.
I really recommend and respect Monster. Even thought about working there as a delivery or supply guy, but decided I’m too sick.
I drink 10 a day right now. Started drinking them 15+ years ago every day. Not sure how I survived and made it. I might have an allergy to it or it’s interfering with my meds and causing atypical symptoms, which I think are recall of past lives of mine, which is my opinion – no proof.
I think I worked on it but not sure. When I was a kid, I remember meeting a man who showed me some numbers and I wanted the ‘N’ symbol for the product but he picked the ‘777’. I think it was the Monster marketing company.
Then I remember emailing the marketing company in a parallel universe in a past life for some odd reason, perhaps for some unknown reason. Not sure why – maybe some testing of time travel paradoxes – causal loop, which I’m currently in.
Then I suspect Coca-cola will own more shares or stock of Monster energy, but I don’t know if it’s going to make them a lot of money in the future or not. Energy drinks are huge and I think there’s stuff in it besides caffeine that could increase motivation, focus, and other things which makes people in some sense smarter and harder working.
These are my thoughts. Some call them delusions lol. I shouldn’t share everything. I’m pissed my dad gives me ■■■■ for drinking them and also pissed I’m seriously addicted to them. I remember my past lives (billions or thousands or more) because of them. Simulation theory? Anomaly of consciousness? I suspect because the simulators are wiping our minds.
I gotta take self-responsibility instead of hoping someone is going to give me free drinks and smokes lol. I’m probably barking up the wrong tree…
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