Say something…anything thread.
First again 1515151515
I’m above the garage where the internet is better. I’m just thinking back over my life a little bit. My mid 20’s in Boston with my fiance Diane. We lived together in an apartment building. I was drinking a lot. She was Bi-polar and I was schizophrenic though I lied to her when we met and said i had depression and anxiety my first diagnoses. Sammy. Friend of mine. Again drinking a lot. Our first kiss sitting in Davis square I just looked up and we kissed. The pit. A sand pit off the railroad tracks in my home town. We partied there in my teens and early 20’s. We’d get a fire going and a case of beer or two and maybe a bottle of liqour. It was LSD once during the day. There were dirtbikes. LJ (which meant Live Journal lol I remember this too) but LJ before livejournal was my first girlfriend she dragged me trick or treating my freshman year of high school. She went as a smurf died all blue the year we broke up. Our bong. It was this little green thing. Kayaking. Getting high. Meeting her friends at the playground by the tracks after school. The tracks. Hopping the freight trains. Andy my second band. We played in my basement and recorded on cassette. Played shows at a community center. My van. We took all the seats out and people rolled around when I took a turn. Drinking. I miss drinking. I miss friends a little bit. I’m 38 now and don’t have contact with very many people. Drinking in my basement. My relationship with Courtney. The farm in my mid 20’s. So many memories there. Carving a heart into my wrist. Growing in my closet at 23. My first band always on drugs. My apartments. Manchester. My 30th birthday hitting all the bars on main street. Portland. My first apartment with Sara. Congress street.
Wow I wrote alot. I guess I just felt like unloading.
I used to work in Davis square…
still up watching basketball now. had loads of coffee today so may be up awhile.
Been 2 days I have two big pimples close to each other on my forehead, they burn sometimes, so annoying.
Today passed fast, I watched soccer, spoke to a friend and went shopping with my brother.
My brother didnt let me vape with him and in his car so I stayed 2h without vaping.
I’ve had a rough day but my signif has helped me feel better about it I’m so glad i have him
I’m feeling pushed around at work but I guess not having a job title can do that. I feel really kind of out of place in my job right now.
I walked 9070 steps so far today, its above my average of 6000. Its 9:45pm, I will take my meds in 15 min.
eBay shipped our recumbent bike this morning from the US to here Canada. Its in Kentucky right now, I dont know where that is.
I took my pills a little early but I’m still not tired so I suspect I’ll be up on the forum for awhile yet tonight. Hopefully it stays busy for awhile yet.
I will make it busy
lol.yeah, you are going post crazy
I just checked, Kentucky is too far from here Quebec. I hope the bike comes before the new year. I guess mail is very slow due to holidays and covid.
I am on a post rampage lol