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finally finished watching ā€˜words on bathroom wallsā€™ it was good but took me 3 nights to finish. itā€™s now on amazon prime video if anyone wants to check it out.

mom and dad have stopped for the night, they called a couple hours ago. they will have 6 or 7 hours of driving tomorrow, not jealous of that.

enjoying a diet coke now. may be up awhile but i havenā€™t had a lot of caffeine today. just one cup of coffee and now a diet coke.

no voices for a couple days, it comes and goes i guess. o nevermind, now i remember my voices called me a slick fielding shortstop last night, haha. but itā€™s been mostly quiet. if i played baseball i would play 2nd base because of my small size, but im taller than jose altuve.

may watch some march madness tonight, right now i have it on news and canā€™t be bothered to change the channel, lol.

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I remember @mermaid1 talking about a product like that quite a while back. I never see anything from her anymore.

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Blech :nauseated_face:. The guyā€™s foot is pealing. My feet are very callous cos my whole life after I turned 18 I never wear socks even in the winter I wore them from time to time. But schanks for the info

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Watching Svengoolieā€¦ā€œThe Beast Must Dieā€, joined late.

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You know how body builders in competition grease themselves up with oil to make their muscles stand out? I wonder what would happen if you put that on a fat person. Would it make our cellulite ripple? :thinking:

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You didnā€™t miss much. :snake::snake::snake:

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Ya. I talked to my step father and he said nothing happened in college. That was nice. Felt reassurance and good. Everybody said nothing happened. I thought it was something like a traumatic alien abduction where i almost died or did die and was cloned or had my consciousness replaced with an aliens and reuploaded to a computer like AI or something. I thought it was a government thing like montauk or aliens like evil ones. No proof. Apparently i dont exist reallyā€¦

Maybe i CAN be an electrician some day but i think its reasonable that i dont want to go back to school anymore.

I convinced myself over the years i ran the universe; was john titor; possibly satoshi nakamoto; john whiteside parsons; fritz V.; and a few other people. But i think 2011 was the year i was trapped/frozen in time for eternity via time looo technology. As me in this life, ive been constantly reincarnating as a schizoaffective person.

Im glad most folks if any folks believe in my delusions im glad its not real.

I thought i was in mk ultra-monarch, miLabs, SSP, Illuminati, and a few possible others.

Maybe its just evil aliens mainly and the evil illuminatiā€¦

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Hi everyone, I got an email from one of the places where I applied for work saying that I will be offered a job within 2 working days. Iā€™ll find out on Monday if itā€™s legit. Also Iā€™ve been attending free Zoom support groups with the National Alliance for the Mentally Iā€™ll (NAMI) and they really help. Just type NAMI in your browser and youā€™ll see info about online support groups.

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Does anyone here ever take their meds and then eat something to kick it in ? I do. It helps. Goodnight

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I wish they had a trigger warning at the end. :monkey_face::monkey_face::monkey_face:

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@anon10627598 and @GrayBear hey! What did you guys think of tonightā€™s movie?

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Finished my first painting today, iā€™m really proud of myself. going to try and paint a landscape thing tomorrow. painting really calms me down i love it :slight_smile:

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This is a cute storyā€¦

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I thought it was alright. Kind of slow. Was not expecting a suicide ending. :deer::deer::deer:

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Yeah, the ending was too bleak. They shouldā€™ve just had Tom turn into a werewolf and jump at the camera or something.

It was kinda slow. I was eating nachos during the first thirty minutes.

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@GrayBear , next weekendā€™s movie looks awesome! :slight_smile:

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Yes it does. Looking forward to it. :butterfly::butterfly::butterfly:

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Iā€™m nervous about going out for a blood draw this Tuesday. I havenā€™t been out for like almost a year. But the pdoc requires annual blood work done and what he says goes.

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Had a big fight with my mother blamed her for spoiling my life said a lot of bad things.

Now I am feeling really bad wish I could take back my words.

Said sorry to her in the morning. She accepted my apology.

Parents are our only pillar of support friends ā€¦ thatā€™s what I realized after sz.

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I just watched a hour long video of a guy running for Governor in 2022. Itā€™s nice to have someone you can support, rather than picking the least evil one of the bunch. It really made my day.

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