I feel unhappy this week. I feel the negative sides of affection a lot. I think I’m stupid.
I’m one of those people who can drink a case of soda a day—every day. I guess that’s OCD. I’ve seen those people on TV. My meds cause this though. I feel tired all the time.
Soda can make your bloodsugar go up and down, and it’s natural to feel tired when it goes down.
But I feel you about the feeling tired part. I was just about to post here saying how I’m tired of being tired.
1 Like
In college, I drank regular Monsters. I would have the high and the crash everyday, constantly. I would drink another to avoid the crash. My parents think Monsters could have caused my SZ. I started feeling 10x better when I quit them. I started drinking them when I was in High School.
I remember drinking Monster Zero in university (before I got sick) and I felt really weird.
My favorite was low-carb. I sometimes think I was starving my brain of glucose because I wouldn’t eat much but would have 2-3 monsters a day on average. I thought I had hypoglycemia (hypochondriac here lol).
Oh man. If I have one monster, my thoughts go racing (and so does my heart), and I have to pee all the time. It also gives me headaches which leave for a short while and seem to return as soon as the caffeine leaves my system 6 hours later.
My friend told me the sugar is almost worse than the caffeine due to how it screws up your bloodsugar.
Never had one, but after what you said, if I do will make sure I’m at home for the day
On a different note, I woke up with a bloody nose. Still have no idea how that happened.
Oh and I texted my friend many hours ago asking if we’re still gonna see each other today, and he hasn’t replied. Either his phone is acting up again, or he’s been busy. Either way, sitting around waiting for him to call is making me restless
His phone is definitely acting up. He hasn’t been online since he left school a few hours ago.
If we did have an agreement to see each other, he might be sitting at home wondering where I am. Knowing him, that wonder will soon be replaced with rage that I didn’t show up. Oh, I hope he understands that I don’t want to force myself on him by showing up unannounced. I sent him a text explaining it, but he obviously won’t receive that text until his phone starts working again.
I have a hard time waking up.
Last night in my sleep I was paralyzed again for sometime. Trying to wake up but could not while being aware in a different reality? That is horrible.
Managed to sleep though afterwards.
I have to get ready and leave in a short while, I have appointments and a visit to a friend.
It seems today I am already a lot better, since I stopped gabapentin.
1 Like
Fragmented sleeeeeeeeeep
1 Like
I was also on gabapentin and it’s been the worst med for me ever. I will never take that med again…
3 Likes
I’m gonna drink some beers to chill out…
1 Like
I’m sick,
I fell asleep, fully dressed, on the couch at like 7 last night.
Feel like I’m in some sort of dream state,
This is horrible,
Calling the doctor right effing now.
3 Likes
today, a bad doughnut, that made an abusive witch think she could matchmake me with a weirdo sex offender, then gross free coffee at the bank. did get a free key chain at a different bank and a new calendar at the gross coffee bank.
1 Like
Hey g. Do you feel physically sick or mentally? Hope you feel better soon. J
1 Like
Could be the new medication. The sleeping is a side effect. Hang in there
1 Like
It could be the medication,
But I feel like its the actual flu.
My neighbor has it…
1 Like
Plenty fluids and bed rest. Don’t be afraid to call a doctor. J
1 Like
Most days I don’t like myself
the ill self? 151515151q5q