Is there a difference between being psychotic and having psychosis symptoms?
I was just puzzled when my pdoc said today I’m not psychotic. Is it because I have insight or because my spiritual radio is real? He said it all to do with my thought processes and will be addressed in therapy. So do I really need my meds? He says I do and that I have sza but saying I’m not psychotic confused me.
Do I fit in here then? I’d hate to leave this wonderful forum!
Some people, including doctors, think “psychotic” means you are in a psychotic break. Like, full-blown psychosis.
But you can have symptoms of psychosis, like breakthrough symptoms, and not be in crisis.
For example, I still hallucinate, here and there, but I’m not in crisis, not in a psychotic break. A psychotic break means very severe symptoms and usually loss of insight.
Does that make sense?
I don’t know if this is what your pdoc meant, though. But this is what they may have meant?
Before I was sick, when I was growing up normal in the nineties, the term “psychotic” was used colloquially to describe someone who was cruel and uncaring. Only later, when I fell ill with sz symptoms at age 30, did I begin to use the term to exclusively refer to people in psychosis (people who have lost touch with reality).
Not sure if the old connotation still flies, but I usually try to use the term “in psychosis” rather than “psychotic” in casual conversation just so I don’t send the wrong message.
I sometimes wonder if I ever had full blown psychosis. Maybe the closest I came to it was the night at my sister when I heard mumbling voices and was wandering around the house looking for them and making grabbing movements in the kitchen (which I was told I did - I have no memory of it) and lying on the floor talking to the voices (which I remember) and making groaning sounds according to my sister (which I have no memory of). The next day my sister took me to the clinic and I went to hospital because I was suicidal.
Maybe it has something to do with knowing how to act right. I’m a psychotic person who knows how to function in society to some extent and have guilt over things.
As @LevelJ1 said psychosis is a break from reality. Its possible to show symptoms without breaking from reality. These are still psychotic symptoms though