I need a moderator/admin to anonymize my account. I think you’re all great, and I’ve mostly enjoyed my time posting here. Frankly, I don’t feel safe posting information about myself here anymore. Maybe I was silly to feel it was safe to begin with, but I tipped my hand a little too far, and that was my mistake.
I want to let everyone here know that you have helped me in a way I could only feel always, I thought I was no good for this world, I felt I did not belong. I didn’t want to bring a child into the world to suffer like I have. Well, with a person I did and do… I always had a reason to continue living despite the hardships. So I kinda want to see her again. I just don’t know if she wants to see me. I want to improve my health and well being, I worry for her safety a lot for all the ■■■■ I’ve been through. She is my heroine and the reason why I am alive still. Since the baby carriage or stimroller, whatever it is called now, hah. When I was 5 months to 2 years old, I lived in some apartments on 6th Street and Elm Avenue. I love her with all that I am.
I hope you all decide to stay! I never use my real name on the internet and don’t think anyone else should either. If you all stick with that (including the email address you use), then I think it is safe to post stuff.
Yeah i anon a little while ago, took a 3 month break and decided blogging on here was benefitcial, it was something I liked and needed to do so I came back.
Please do stay, and if you guys are anon
Thank you guys for your support and hope you the best. Best wishes for the future.