Hi there!
I read one of your posts and apologise I did not have the words for you…
Did you really have a knife to you?
I am happy you are alive and posting and hope you are safe and well.
Was it to do with gambling?
Was it real as such?
You could be traumatised and in need of professional help .
Is there anywhere you can turn to?
Do you feel safe ?
I had a pillow to my face once and told this person would killed me if it wasn’t that this person did not want jail.
I may have liked and loved people who had hate for me but I think eventually they had some love or like.
Who did it to you?
Have you been to hospital or the police?
Was it a actual experience?
I have memories that I was told was s delusion…
Wishing you well .