She says it sounds more like bipolar even though I don’t connect with anyone bipolar at those groups. I had an increase in meds’ as she says I’m mildly up and the lack of concentration is from there.
What meds u taking ish?
My abilify is going to be 10mg up from 5mg that I’m currently taking. I’m also on tegretol. 600mg. She thinks it’s less schizoaffective and more of a mood disorder.
I love you dearly @anon80629714 ;
You are a dear friend of mine.
I hope your med change can help you with your focus and have the effect you want.
tegretol is a tough med to take, are you just starting it?
I’ve been on it two years. I think I’m used to it now. Just the increase in Abilify I hate.
when I took it it made me so sleepy, but I was on a higher dose to get to therapeutic level. I think I was taking 900 all at night. I had to have at least 8 hours of sleep or my whole day was messed up. That was a problem for me because I often don’t get 8 hours of sleep. But I did notice one thing, my head was very quiet when I took tegretol, really too quiet, it felt lonely in a way. I guess I was used to all the noise in my head lol. I’m glad it works for you, it’s strong medicine right?
It was worse in the beginning as I wanted to sleep in the afternoon but I’m getting better 
i have had several different diagnoses. i went from borderline personality disorder with psychotic NOS, then schizophrenia and now finally schizoaffective disorder with ptsd
i hope you feel this diagnosis suits you . you are allowed to disagree