I feel fine. I belive I’m not ill anymore. I have these periods in life. I recognize it from earlier. I’ve started sleeping again. I stopped the relapse from happening and now…now I don’t feel like I’m ill anymore. That I can stop meds and just walk out in life and do amazing things. But I lack the motivation to do that. I still have anhedonia. I won’t stop meds. Not without my pdoc. I see my psychologist next week.
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You’re probably not ill because the meds are working. That’s the case for me. i’m still a little ill (anxiety wise), but the psychosis isn’t there thanks to the meds. If I went off them it’d be a whole different story though.
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That is super great news… I am so happy for you. I am glad the relapse didn’t happen.
I hope you are enjoying a great nights sleep.
Congratulations
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Very curious to hear what the psychologists says and what sort of program he or she suggests for someone who sounds as though he or she is “stabilized sufficiently to undertake a psychotherapy to dismantle some of the causes of the dx.” Big time high five for you.
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You had a rough time recently from what I remember. Glad you got through it ok.
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Thank you all for your kind words. This illnes has ups and downs. Function. No function. I see the light and I try to get to it. But at the same time I’m terrified. I know this I have been through will come back again in a few months.