Good luck! I hope it helps
My brain is like Gollum
My sister disowned family, my Nan is sick and the job is stressful
Worse things happen at sea i think the saying goes
They don’t know my situation like my manager does
Can’t trust them
Ok. Hang in there. I hope you can make it through the day. Good luck!
Sorry you’re suffering @Joker . You’ll be ok. You’re allowed to have an off day.
I canceled my case worker coming round on Wednesday
Can’t deal with any more interference in things
It always causes me stress when I see her
Just answer a load of risk questions, and then you’re left to rot regardless
So many young people now coming into the system - particularly with psychotic disorders not getting enough support, and they waste their time on people like me they can’t seem to help
I know they mean well, and I have not told them the above, but they really need to sort out their priorities
Thinking they can ‘fix’ everyone is good I guess, but sometimes I think they need to move on…
Last time I tried to tell them this, they almost got me in the hospital. Lucky for me there was no beds available
But anyhow, I am going to retire
Thank you everyone who commented
Nope. You are worthy of help too. You are NOT a waste of their time. You are also a priority.
Sometimes planning in advance helps with my productivity. Sitting down and looking at how long things take me realistically helps. Getting ready in the morning takes me at least an hour; washing/showering, shaving, teeth, dressing, and etc.
I stopped fighting myself for taking too long. It’s what it takes and I need to plan around it. I also figured out that I’m no longer young and cant power through mental tasks with brute force.
When I have too much to do I prioritize. I recall what my essential job functions are and who I report to. When I was an accountant (of sorts) it was to produce Month End reports. Those reports came first unless my boss said otherwise.
I really don’t think there is anything we can achieve though by further meddling with medication
They stress me big time when I see them
There is no hope
I have a spreadsheet that has what I am doing by the hour
Might try and stick to it today
Woke up at 12:30am, so it’s going to be another difficult day to stay focused
I’m also already awake. Hail to the early birds!
And there is always hope.
I hope you have a better day today.
Tis not a good start
Don’t want to go off sick in my probation, but not sure I have much choice
Can you go back to bed for a couple of hours?
That might help and it’s still very early in the night.
I think I will do that in a while.
Not sure I can pull my way back from Coffee, Music and cigarettes
I actually sleep with my AirPods on
Yesterday night I did that, and I think I got some sleep, but unsure how much
I use to routinely f’ up my scheduled plans until I realized I had unrealistic expectations of myself. I have to remember that I am disabled and things take longer for me to do than other people.
IDK your situation well, so I don’t know if this applies to you but think about it.
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