i’ve not really done much for xmas but tonight i went and did a bit of carol singing, was pretty cool, nothing better than celebrating a true xmas (instead of a fake one) lol, never forget the true meaning of Christmas.
so despite not trying that hard its managed to work out pretty good, there is the night service tomorrow and then dinner at my mums the following day,
i think i’ve got this one, there has been many a poor christmas past, i was hospitalised Dec 2005 and Dec 2009, if your not doing well i will pray for you Merry Xmas.
thanks, i’ll try but truth is it doesn’t look like next year is going to be that good, i think my 2 closest friends are going to die, my ex and my mums dog, i’m hoping it wont affect my year but it probably will, got to be strong
my mums dog yes but my ex gf has cancer and i hope she’s going to be ok but its advanced and she isn’t getting treatment for it so unless some miracle happens then idk whats going to happen
i’m trying not to think about it and she is being strong, she doesnt want to think about it either and i dont blame her, the dog is trying to get on with it too but she looks more and more depressed every time i go up.