they went away. I heard them for years but when I was admitted to the hospital they were gone. is the hospital like holy ground for the voices that they don’t disturb me there? I hadn’t even gotten my meds yet. what’s a hallucinating sz supposed to do when he suddenly stops hallucinating?
Sometimes the feeling of finally feeling safe makes people react in weird ways. I have a friend who sleeps like 4 hours a night, but every time he goes to the hospital, he spends the first 24hours asleep.
I’ve had bizarre experiences in hospital too. I can’t explain it. I think my first post on this forum was asking people if they had anything happen to them in hospital that they couldn’t explain.
If I was to look for a rational explanation for what you experienced I’d say placebo effect (expecting the meds to work in a special environment is classic placebo land )
I think being admitted must change my alertness level and I don’t notice the voices or something. maybe just placebo like you say
I did have some unusual dreams in there though. my most recently stay I had this dream about witches experimenting with me.
I had an awesome dream in the hospital that made me think I’d been visited by God. I can’t describe the dream now but I remember that it was something else.
For a while there my doctor wanted me to go on a rota - two weeks in hospital, two weeks in the community and repeat. I only got relief on the ward. Think I was pretty close to ending up institutionalised.
How times have changed. I now view the ward very dimly.
interesting. how long did that last? why did he think it would help to have both experiences?
Those doctors and hospital staff really know what they’re doing:
-Socializing
-Regular sleep times
-Regular meal times
-Activities
-Encouraging family visits
-Physical activity (ping pong, basketball, walks)
-General physical checkups for underlying conditions
-stop-smoking patches
-encouraging hygiene/showers
-nurses checking in to distract from voices
-housing/stress-free environment
-Love
Even before meds there’s a lot of treatment going on
It went on for a good few years. I just wasn’t coping in the community. I only felt safe on the ward. But all that has changed now - is really hard to get on the ward now.
Oh I had to spend time out of the ward or else I would have lost my housing.
so you’d prefer to be in a ward still? or you like it better in the community
Hell no. All the good staff left and now staff moral is awful. Being on the ward would bring me down now.
But I would like to live in a group home though. But we don’t have those where I live.
Interesting. The first time I was admitted my voices left me too. Like within that day or something like that. And I also had a dream of people dragging me away to do medical experiments on me and I didn’t want to go well they weren’t witches per se but similar theme.
yeah I can’t really explain why the voices left me there. yeah interesting we share something in common
Was that on ur first admission to the psychiatric hospital or some random other time?
i was just prodromal my first admission. it was my most recent admission. my 3rd time
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