Cool, I have SZ.
How do you feel when you listen to music?
I listen to music all day, it helps me to not sleep all day. Vaping nicotine and drinking caffeine too. Without those I used to sleep over 16h/day.
Maybe get a sheet with a list of emotional expressions and see what you can access through memory.
I used to do it as an exercise back when I took acting classes when I was younger
I drink caffeine a lot too. What I look forward to. The only thing that is weird is my sister doesnāt do much either. Does she have negative symptoms because of me?
If she has it its not because of you. Not your fault. You share genetics with her if its your blood sister. Is she diagnosed with something?
No sheās not diagnosed with anything. My mom just thinks we both are lazy. We both do similar amounts of work. But she cleans more. Makes me doubt my diagnosis.
I feel nothing most of the time, other than stress and anxiety.
I think, that to not have paranoia is already a good thing, dear aziz⦠if you are relatively calm, you could work on your emotions yeap and there are lots of chances, that youāll regain them again.
And sorry in advance if I say some strange things sometimes. I am also in a lot of pain, currently with a fear to die and my docs say, that I am a severe case ⦠but I relate to you sometimes lolā¦
For me personally, I had chaotic feelings since kid , some lack of positive ones too⦠but I wonder if now I need more of a calm lolā¦
I used to sleep long hours when I was in a high dose of meds. I guess I was asking how music makes you feel to see if it incites an emotional responseā¦
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Nothing really, maybe anger with violent music.
I donāt remember saying that. I said you need to be Korean to be president of Korea.
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Well yeah a psychotic person cant drive a country. I meant in psychosis.
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Are you Korean first? Only Koreans can be president of Korea.
No Iām not but donāt you think itās a weird coincidence with all this court stuff? Youāll probably say no but it makes me paranoid.
Ah okay. I understand⦠hugs
Have you tried meditation?
I tried but I just cant focus, no concentration. Cant stand still either.