My mom and I talked to each other about having another breakdown in the shower and me voiding on the floor repeatedly over the past two weeks. I have not followed a command when I’m about doing my own things at my house. If it gets worse to the point that I am forced to respond to the hallucinations in my daily life, we’ve decided to go to the hospital immediately. I have not improved one bit since my psychotic break two weeks ago. I even get incontinence while sleeping now, although not full-blown bedwetting. The stress is immense and I’m in great pain. I’m suffering a lot and this bothers me extremely.
Also I would like to take this opportunity to apologize to anyone who has found my posts uncomfortable as it deals with bowel movements, which is kind of taboo.
It’s not your fault. I once said the worst kind of things to people. I was different person once I found meds that worked. Don’t be ashamed. Schizophrenia is a horrible illness to have. I wish you all the luck at the hospital. I hope they can help.
I didn’t end up going to the hospital. However I am adjusting much better. Today I have to take a shower and I’m worried about the command hallucinations. My mom said I should not worry about the accidents because she has seen it all.