My partner hates me, has no respect for me, and I’m pretty sure they wish me dead. My self-esteem is at an all time low. I don’t know how I’m going to materially survive without them. I only have one other friend and they live in another state and only visit occasionally. My mother lives in another country. I’ve spent so much time setting up my home here.
Are you in the US? maybe there’s like a disability case worker that can help you get back on your feet. I really don’t know, are you working?
Yeah, I work part-time and live in the U.S. I think I have enough money to find a room living with other people. But I’m scared of living with normal people because of my mental illness. Scared that it wouldn’t work out and I’d have to leave.
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I know we have housing in our city that’s all disabled I think MI . The rent goes with your income and you get your own apartment
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Not sure if it’s just in Hawaii but someone I know here lives on free housing. She says you just apply. She also get food stamps and disability income every month and that’s how she supports herself. Hope you’re just fighting with your partner and things work out though.
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@animalmineral Maybe living with normal, but educated and open-minded people, might help you feel safe. Idk the details between you and your partner. But it’s just an idea 
I hope things work out for you. Take care 
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Thank you everyone. Yes, I think I will try to find some people to live with who are understanding of mental illness. Sounds stressful though.
I am going to apply for disability soon I think. I don’t have it now. Wish I lived in Hawaii.
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That must feel horrible. Free accommodation in Hawaii sounds great though get on that ■■■■
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@eeee I don’t live abroad. Why do you assume that? I live in the same city I’ve lived in since I was 7. And I definitely don’t live in heaven. Does it allay your misery to insult strangers on the internet? There are better ways to do that.