My psychiatrist and psychologist both felt I was “highly likely” to have autism , and I need to do a thorough assessment, which I am in the waiting list for, yet my partner says I need to pace myself cos it could go the other way and lead me to disappointment as I’m way too convinced I have it now.
I was once convinced I had bipolar, once convinced I have sz etc even though I might be right I could be wrong.
If I were to answer that honestly, yes I would. Because I have ALWAYS felt like I never quite fit in. ANYWHERE. If I found I have autism I would be relieved and more at peace with my diagnosis. It just feels like it fits.
I understand where you are coming from on this @anon25873142… My wife thought she was living with BPD and was misdiagnosed with it only to later be assessed for ADHD. She is currently waiting for her ADHD assessment report. This is a pivotal point in her life because it could provide a watershed of greater insight that could enable her to understand her turbulent and challenging life. I suspect it is the same for you. Knowing is healing. The more you know about yourself and your capabilities and limitations the better equipped you become to navigate life. I take my hat off to salute you. Keep searching for your personal truth and never give up. It is the path to healing and recovery from schizophrenia or any other mental wellness challenge.
You will get the answers you crave and need. Keep searching for your own personal truth. The truth that makes your life make the most sense to you is what you should seek. Start by asking yourself questions in a private journal and write out your own answers including any research or article links you might find illuminating. The best of everything to you on your journey to wellness.