Went to my pdoc after a long time. We had a pretty long and honest talk. I described her what I think about myself and how my thoughts refer to me in second person in a very very negative ways. I told her about depression and how it feels like when I’m feeling ‘too good’. Also about my feelings that people avoid me and find me worthless. Long story short.
She gave me a new med call Quetiapine ( its called just Q-pin here) 300mg daily and a new diagnosis ( I hope its temporary) F.29. Which happens to be " unspecified nonorganic psychosis".
So…yeah. I might even jump to sz/a section someday. Lol. Who tried Quetiapine so far?
The nurse said its a new medication and she even made a fuss about prescribing it as an essential medication ( which means I don’t have to pay for it) because I didn’t have a psychosis diagnose before.
Yeah I too hope it will work.
One things she at least helped me with is my self guilt about work and this university opportunity that I missed. She said that I need to accept that I can’t work now and that doing what I do so far is good enough at the moment. I told her about the pressure that my family - specially my mum put on me but she said that I just need to find a nice words to put them in their place. It is not their business.
It brought a little relief.
And Sara, be more proactive in your recovery, please! Go to regular appointments with your pdoc, find a therapist if you can, take your meds and don’t mess with them. (all of this was said in a paternizing tone of voice, sue me)
Yeah there is always a risk of Diabetes with many Aps…!!!
People say its(Seroquel) bad at weight Gain …! People react differently to A_ps…!!
I am on olanzapine(Zyprexa) 5 mgs only but it gave me 15kg awful weight gain…!!!
Hope it Doesn’t give u a @Sarad weight gain…!! U look slim on picture u post…!!!
Have a good day both of u (@everhopeful & @Sarad ) .
She is cool doc… actually so cool that sometimes it scares me off
She suggested more physical activity…like going to fitness or something…which I never did in my life
Of course benzos are no-no. I’m dropping it…soon as I finish those I have left.