most of the time she is always yelling at me, or ignoring me when i make conversation, but then like once a month she gives me a hug and tells me she loves me when she is in a good mood. she puts on such an act for friends and strangers but she can be mean and manipulative when it’s just dad and i.
nothing she can yell at me about phases me, i just ignore her when she starts yelling at me.
I hate it when people yell. I try to limit my contact with people who do so.
My brothers yell at me and call me dirty bcz I don’t shower often. They want me to shower everyday but I cant.
Are you able to move out? Maybe some distance from each other would help.
That’s sad the way they treat you. Why can’t you shower daily?
My dad tells me he loves me daily. He also yells at me daily. It’s confusing.
@Aziz Tell your brothers to live your life for five minutes then tell them it’s ok to judge you.
Schizophrenia is hard to deal with
They said I have it easy, I dont work and stay in bed all day. They also blame me for gaining 165lb since being on meds, they say its my lack of will power and not the meds.
Do you believe will power can cure sz?
Personally I’d rather work. I’ve worked since I was 15 to 35. They’re crazy if they think you chose this.
Schizophrenia is not a joke. It’s a hard life.
No I don’t and neither can prayer. I’ve tried prayer.
will power does help to a certain extent, even if u have no energy or motivation you can technically still do anything u want to do, it may be uncomfortable and feel exhausting but its not like being physically chained to the bed where u cant move and get up and do things, it takes alot more willpower for those with sz on meds to do things than for normal people, but it may feel like u cant do things because of how much mental energy it takes to do it while it seems like normies are on autopilot and just get things done with minimal effort. you will probably feel better if you push yourself to do things because eventually it will become routine. i need to work on this also but its easier said than done
You have a good point. When I’m super depressed I get up and shower or clean my kitchen. It helps. But I’m not @Aziz so I can’t sympathize with him. I generally shower daily without a problem.
I’m 260 pounds. Doesn’t keep me from cleaning/showering or working on the farm. I only clean my kitchen though.
Sorry you have to experience that. She probably doesn’t realize she’s being abusive.
For me it’s somatics. Dopamine helps me move. It’s not just mental.
But yeah it take will power to be constant with meds so yeah you have a good point
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