My first acute psychotic episode - translated in sound

PSYCHOSIS is an accurate translation in sound of my first acute psychotic episode. It is an audio work in five sections where I try to recreate all the feelings, experiences, sensations and emotions I had while in that mental state. My mission is to make the darkness conscious, bring it to light, educate people and dispel prejudices about these conditions, which are so often misunderstood.

0:00 - 3:50 : MINDCRASH

“The fear of everything… the fear of everything crashed my mind”

3:50 - 6:20 : LOVE VS FEAR

“I understood that something big was going to happen. The quality of what was about to happen was unknown to me though”

6:20 - 9:33 : COMMUNION

“A mystical crisis? I know that I felt something indescribable. And a strong sense of awe. My change was coming. I just had to clench my fists”

9:33 - 12:57 : DESPAIR

“This change that should have happened only by clenching my fists proved to be much more grueling and full of thorns than I could have ever imagined”

12:57 - 17:29 : RESOLUTION

“I thought that news should have been brought to the entire world that there had been an alien contact, and that I was the lucky one, the one who would have become famous”

© 2016 by AV6ID

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I love ambient noise stuff like this, it’s nice

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Thank you very much for your feedback @HulGil - I’m really glad you liked it!

Thanks also to @animalchin and @Minnii for the appreciation.

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Yea, respect for sure! I love the way you broke it down in sections, really nails it with the text as well. I want more!!

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Thanks again! I’m thinking of creating another work about my recovery process, which is still ongoing actually. I will surely let you know when it’s ready.

Thanks also to @zenmind for the like.