Yup, its kind of funny and lead me to more mystical thinking about dreams. My psychiatrist has been treating me differently ever since. All i do now during our meetings is smirk behind the mask knowing that theres biggers things going on.
The only delusion that hasent come true is the revealing of stalkers. She still hasent bothered to research websites ive mentioned, the site is known for stalking people for laughs. Tho im not sure what the docs would do when they learn that theres people out there that are pure evil.
So ill let her continue to say “wHy YoU?” Or make a flyer with all the info.
There’s 8 billion people on the planet. Outside of friends and family, and perhaps followers on social media, nobody really knows you exist. We’re basically ants. I think that’s all @naturallycured was saying.
I was met by 6 out of province psychiatrists that flew in to my small little city during my initial psychosis. Around 3 in the morning they showed up and pretended to help me. Eventually the “students” they bought along stalked me all over the place in the city for 1 year.
I made predictions about the pandemic and plenty of other things on a conspiracy website. I made controversial opinions and that was when i got watched. Sure, you can deny it if you want that there isnt some police on the internet watching every forum and site for dissidents or something idk. What im telling you is the truth, there is something going on in this world that cant be explained unless you are in the actual group.
You can call me delusional if you want and tell me to take my meds but i know what i happened.
It’s the internet and just because someone has a strange opinion of something doesn’t make it anymore real. Your in the realm of psychosis. It’s not cool to encourage delusions. We both know the game. Play fair for those who are less able to deal with things than you. Please.
If you pursue thinking about these conspiracies and delusions you are forfeiting your life. You will not have time to do anything constructive or selfdeveloping. You will be trapped and caught up in your own delusion while life passes you by. I have been there myself.
That doesn’t discount the things that ACTUALLY happened to us the were traumatic and uncannily coincidental. As long as you KNOW those memories are REAL then that’s all you need.
I dont know why i bother with this board. If the doctor wanted to ■■■■in your mouth, youd prob let them if ut ment getting more drugs or if they said it would lower your “psychosis”. Whatever, same old propaganda being parroted.
This has nothing to do with doctors, but with learning how to recognize delusions and coping with them.
There are many successful schizophrenics on this board that have learned how to manage their symptoms and live a good life even with this diagnosis.