I remember living for not only the high but the thrill. There was one time we went down a private drive and smoked a joint in the culdasaac. Couple mins later the cops come. I book it. I run through poison ivy patches, luckily not allergic, and up a hill. Then I run back to my house. Cops are there. Kid who didn’t run snitched on me. I deny everything. Say I barely knew him. Fn snitches. I lived for that thrill though. I have so many stories like that. Now if I were to smoke weed I’d have a paranoid anxiety attack. Those were the days. I would take a couple swigs from the bottle before going out each night. Then psychosis and harder drugs came. We all moved on in different ways. Life feels so different now. No longer just enjoying myself but trying to survive. I think I’m happier than my friends who became lawyers and stuff though. Growing old sucks no matter how you slice it up. Cherish your teenage years. I didn’t. I was too preoccupied with trying to find a girlfriend to savior it. I screwed up. It’s okay though as I have new hobbies now like reading but could do without the pain…
I went to high school in the town where I didn’t know anyone. I made friends with few stoners and we would get high each day before the school. I have no idea what I learned through those four years other than making a joint Lol
First time I smoked from the bottle this guy took us to the hill that seemed really close to his house. Soon after we smoked, the guy said he has to go home and he’d be back soon… My friend and I wanted to get back to the town but we couldn’t find the road. Totally desoriented… We hung around the hill for like five hours.
Fun memories. It’s a shame we had to move on to harder stuff. But maybe now I have to be completely sober so it’s for the better. My friend who only smokes and drinks, no other drug never sought treatment or help and is really messed up…he may never change. By doing harder drugs I’m forced to seek treatment and help. So maybe it’s good after all.
Yeah its somehow sad when older people continue with drugs. I think…it’s more like for those exploring years…it is even tolerable… But I know people of twenty something and thirty something that are still in the ‘wow what a good smack was’ trip.
But yeah…those were years… 
I mean…■■■■…including myself 
At least you wanna quit. My weed and alcohol only friend doesn’t see the destruction it does to himself. He’s not sz but has some mental problems and stuff. He’s from the Internet, I had to block him once and for all the other day. Couldn’t take him anymore.
Same here. I have a friend, we used to go out sometimes, now she is married and they both just get high all day… When she’s not high she takes dilaudid… I was at their place few times, they have like five cats and a rat and everyone is high…just freaking madness!
I’m not in contact with her now…because she is poisonous.
I never enjoyed the high of marijuana that much. Some guys crave it, but I don’t. Marijuana makes me paranoid and it makes me think things I don’t want to think. I don’t hold it against other people who want to smoke it. Marijuana is probably less dangerous than alcohol. It’s not harmless, but people don’t get violent or crazy when they smoke it like they do with alcohol. I love alcohol, God help me. It’s my drug of choice.
God will help you. My higher power helps me.
Me too. To hell with drugs. Alcohol is my choice too, but I know it’s time to cut way down. It’s starting to lose its sparkle and I know I’m killing my liver.
I used to smoke weed on a daily basis a few years ago it kept me company made me feel like I was worth something. Then I moved onto acid which didn’t help anything but at the time I didn’t care about anything not even reality or life. I haven’t touched either in a few years (weed started making me super paranoid voices were terrible) but I use nicotine on a more then regular basis and will have beer occasionally. This is how I feel about it now…
my days are a bit different.
From early age we had addicts in and out of our house, cars lined up people in rooms f’d up. I remember us getting raided so many times plants gone but they never got the hard gear hidden.
stared smoking at the age of 9, selling by age 12 use to go around surfing all day wagging school and selling weed to old guys in their mid 20s.
moved on a few years later going from house to house stoned of my head selling weed to people and smoking cones with them so i was high all day every day then eventually i snapped with marijuana induced psychosis and gave it up. which is good because by that time everyone i knew had moved over to the drug ice that is now crippling the Australian nation which im haappy i didnt get caught up in.
there was even a time when i was buying a quarter pound from this lady and the house got ran in at 2 in the morning by guys with sawn offs and they stole all their gear cash but left me standing with my cash and legged it never found out who they were but they mustve known me to not hit me either.
It was bad because when i finally ended up with psychosis and then schizophrenia i was out in the middle of the bush in a town that had a severe drug problem and everyone out on country farms with rifles and drug issues, i rememver being fully psychotic and having some weed then spinning out and next thing you know the neighbour to the peoples house i was staying out was screaming and shooting his rifle down the hill it freaked me the f out because i knew i was in the middle of no where and having a psychotic episode and was fearful in that moment. i got a ton of stories but i dont really want to share them on here because some are pretty bad.
Drinking buddies and using buddies are such a destructive influence. If someone is trying to stay straight I don’t try to force my alcohol on him. Still, it’s a bad thing to be partaking in the presence of someone trying to abstain.
That was the hardest realization when I quit… I lost all my “friends”.
I really thought those people had my back… but when I wasn’t taking drugs or drinking… they had no use for me. I was dropped fast…
That did hurt. But it’s in the past now and I have a better life.
I don’t think you’re allowed to post drug related threads it states in the rules. I think marijuana should be made federally legal and regulated properly for pesticides. It is very beneficial for anxiety, pain, and sleep. It’s a classified downer psychoactive with anti depressant actions ie increasing saratonin and dopamine activity and healing receptor damage. It can help people with PTSD and nerve damage. On its own if you have a mental illness I wouldn’t advise to seek it out illegally or recreationally, but to me it’s harmless makes people cool and can reverse to toxic circuitry. In all honesty maybe tch has the potential to reverse schizophrenia but studies show the opposite in how it antagonized psychosis. On the flip side I think medicinal long term use vaporized or digested weed prevents cancer and tumors, and heals nerve endings preventing seizures abs epilepsy studied to be related to some bipolar patients.
If weed can cure epilepsy and reverse nerve damage can’t kill you and prevents cancer the only bad thing is how it affects your driving and work skills. So never blaze at work and never while driving. It’s a medicine.
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