My dad used to be extremely abusive, but he changed. I’ve always felt distant from him because of the abuse. A long time ago, I told him I was in a psych ward for psychosis. He wouldn’t allow me around the family anymore and it really hurt me. So I told him it was a reaction to medication and the problem was gone. He started allowing me to see the family again.
Well, that was over 10 years ago. Today, I talked to my dad on the phone. He seemed to really care about me during the phone call. Maybe someday I can tell him my diagnosis. But I’m still not ready yet. I want to have family in my life.