I thought I was the antichrist. Another crazy delusion was when I thought I was on the The Witnesses in the book of revelation in the bible.
To be honest with you…I thought that I was going to be the world first telepathic rap star. LOL
I was in a metro a long ways from here in the streets going around believing I was rapping to everyone driving around in the streets from within my mind as if I was being heard. They were hearing according to my hallucinations.
Later on as things melted down, and I became homeless, they were no longer so friendly these imagined voices. I recall being on the train yelling at people as if they had said mean things to me after thinking people had been saying mean things to me for a long time. I just snapped on people, but they all acted as though they had no idea what I was talking about. Later on I recall that I was running around the downtown area kicking over the newspaper stands. Obviously I was further snapping. You can imagine why if you can understand the virtual dreamscape that scz places you in. I remember having made a camp by the highway on the farther edge of the city, and yelling at the cars on the highway for messing with my head. I remember my throat became completely hoarse from it after awhile.
This was several years ago, and even if those people saw me again today, they would not recognize me. Also it was far from here in another state.
LOL and there’s no way I can mistake my mind’s mental effects for what I believed they were back then again. 
kookoooooo
I thought I could control people by moving my hands. So whenever I wanted to control people I would hold my hands in different ways. When I would see peoples’ hands in paintings I thought that they were secret mind control hand gestures and I would use those gestures on people to try to control them. And when I was in the psych ward the first time I would use these gestures on the other people there when they would act funny and try to control them. But the doctors did not notice I was doing this and thought I was okay and let me out though I was still delusional. And one time I thought I was the Pope and I wrote a letter to the world’s children on my computer. But that delusion only lasted for one day.
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In a way scz is amazing in it’s own kind of sci fi entertainment way. Most people can’t imagine how someone could be standing right there with them, and yet be so far away as if the whole universe really did work a different way than it actually does. The implications of this phenomenar are really something that has never been valued enough ever in history.
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Dude seriously, I had this same exact delusion, but they were trying to force me to be the antichrist. Thats gnarly though man
I wrote down mine recently in a long sentence… posted it to a conspiracy theory group… i know its delusional crap that my brain some how made up while heavily psychotic…
I cant even talk about it to them without freaking them out theres no way im sharing it here…
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