My brain is trying to kill me

I have been having night and daymares. Suicidal thoughts anger and mood swings my meds are no longer effective. I have to wait til August third for help. I am trying to stay busy to keep my thoughts at bay.

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The risperidone is pooping out on me lately.
I’ve been under a lot more stress!
Going to discuss it with my pdoc.
I’m sorry that you are going through this @roxanna.
Hang in there!

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Yeah risperidone caused me to pace the floor. I couldn’t sit still. I can’t take atypical antipsychotics. Most likely I will Be on prolixin or haldol. I’m med sensitive. My brain won’t leave me alone. Hope u get your meds figured out too.

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Maybe you can call your psychiatrist earlier if your not feeling well?

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My caseworker said there’s nothing in an earlier slot to be seen. I can’t go to the hospital because I have responsibilities. I might take a hydroxyzine to calm down somewhat. It’s just that it takes forever to get seen when you’re fighting with a damned med.

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What’s causing your stress @Wave?

Dealing with my current caseworker.
She is not the right fit for me.

I’m sorry to hear that. Maybe you can get assigned someone else?

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Yes eventually but they all seem to be mediocre.
This has been my experience with them so far.