My apologies. I was on the board every day for a week, and it has been a very triggering experience. It got my mind racing, basically doing 110kph in an 80. Or perhaps the space shuttle on re-entry would be a more accurate description. It was more of my PTSD that got triggered, then any schiz effect.
My back was killing me, so I didn’t sleep for several days… Especially when I get run down, the voices get more prominent. You get the idea. I was caught in an infinite Loop.
So I broke down and took some pain meds last night, and have been sleeping all day. Feel much more like myself
I have no doubt that the moderators’ job here is not an easy one. I do not intend to add to the load.