Most of the time, when I’m alone,
I have imaginary conversations,
I make silly gestures, i talk gibberish,
I laugh, i cry.
I’m up all night tonight. Is that strange? I always feel guilty, irresponsible. I often go to sleep at eight in the evening. I think about people working jobs they hate. And I suffer terrible from my illness so much of the time. But I’m doing better and I feel guilty for not working. I’m not able to work anymore. It’s good to be silly.
And I live in my imagination.
I can’t work either
If nobody see u why u bother Om
what i mean is u suffer from a disease as iam we cant be normal .
its small thing if u look silly when u are alone dont let it down u.
Thank you, my friend.
It’s too embarrassing
but most of all it’s exhausting.
Mentally I’m exhausted.
Shouting, crying, laughing hysterically,
saying stereotypical phrases,
singing stupid lyrics, I’m drained
its emparassing for those who dont know your condition , having no hands it might look and feel embarrasing but its not.
i understand u are exhausted,if i was u i would tell my brother to take me to 3 days trip somewhere beautiful and peaceful(depends what u like).
u have to fight symptoms as others here must do the same !
I feel silly 2 but in diffrent ways while i can type and answer someone .i have dificulty to answer someone in real cause i think other things or iam not good to answer when they have fun on me.
but i have accepted its getting better if u talk much everyday something i dont do with people.( it was worst before some years)
Same here, talking gibberish, singing, uttering strange sounds, sometimes even dancing, but mostly when happy.
When I’m sad it all stops, and a dark silence falls over me.
When I’m happy, i get disorganized cos
I can’t handle it.
When I’m sad, i get disorganized cos
I can’t handle it.
Today in the morning, voices told me
that silence is the gift of Goddess Annette.
I had a few voices today.
Silence is gold.
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