So when I was younger 19 or so. I was ten weeks pregnant and lost it. It happened so abruptly and unexpectedly.
I’d dreamt her down to what her hair looked like.
She had my eyes with big blonde curls. In my dream my ex was near 3 women wearing black cloaks. She had a soul and in my dream, these women were saying put her down. She looked like his mom. So I was so happy bc she didn’t get my nose. I told her I loved her.
Then my ex joined in the chant to put her down. In my dream she wouldn’t take her eyes off him and was asking why with her eyes.
She didn’t want to look at me in my dream I kept telling her to look at me. Nothing I said would get her to look at me. She was angelically beautiful. She was passed around by the women. And she was so innocent. When she died I just remember the torment. I was in denial about it down to holding her after I’d pushed. I kept it to myself for years. Until I heard the devil and my baby’s voice and thought satan took her 
That’s so sad. It must be tough living a wanted baby, and then to have such a haunting dream about it as you said. However, I’m sure that if there is an afterlife that she wouldn’t have gone to hell. No one who hasn’t had a chance to live yet could be judged and condemned.
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I’m so sorry you dreamt this…please know I lost a chance to be a father because of an abortion when i was younger…it still haunts me too.
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