Trial error with meds. Wards. Pdoc appointments. Sometimes I want to give up and leave my sza behind. But it will follow. How can you feel so lonely in your head?
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Yeah it’s hard work for sure and you take it everywhere with you but keep fighting for that better function. It’s helped me to change a bit to find meds that suit me. It really is trial and error but it’s also good to be your own advocate. No one knows your symptoms better than yourself.
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Tell me about it. Having it for 44 years has taken a lot out of me. I think I’ve always been searching for the moment when I can just relax and say,”There, I did it” and rest on my laurels, but it’s never happened, it’s a constant never ending fight. Is it worth the fight?
To be, or not to be, that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles
And by opposing end them. To die—to sleep
I don’t really want to die, I’m just tired of the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune and my sea of troubles.
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I think sz is emotionally exhausting for all of us.
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I wish I knew the answer.
Looks like is everyone own battle and in the end there’s no one to say congratulations. Here’s the prize.
Each day is a fight, some days you win some you lose.
I did like your posting @77nick77
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I just feel harassed. I feel like people are trying to kill me, by saying the most stupid things, they can think of.
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Yes. Mental illness sucks.
Losing sleep is one of the worst things about schizophrenia.
Hard to enjoy life, or be rational, with no sleep.
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