I started hearing voices around at the time when the CIA tried to recruit me in America to be their case officer. Maybe it was just increased stress.
At the time they mailed me some forms to fill and these were very psychologically oriented asking questions such as âName two people who you admire mostâ and so on. I filled out these papers with my former US spouse who later denied that this had ever happened, Funny thing is that I never mailed these papers back to them. Their recruiter called and asked questions but when a person asked to get my US social security number I did not want to give it to them and then there was âa beepâ on the telephone line and this person ended the call and said that they send these papers. I do not know why my former US spouse ever denied that this ever happened although she was filling out these papers with me.
Hello mjseu,
It sounds very interesting that CIA tried to recruit you, but it sounds very unlikely, also. Is it perhaps a delusion of yours? Because I canât imagine how a person with sz would pass their tests, they must be for healthy and very clever people, I 'm not saying you are not clever, but your illness may stop you from being so much. Even if thatâs true, however, the voices at the same time they tried to recruit you, were just a coincidence.
It was not a delusion at the time, it may all date back to 1997 when I contacted the CIA and I was interested in their outreach program they run at the time, I was a totally different person at the time. Before the CIA tried to recruit me a third party consultancy in Miami Beach contacted me and asked if they could pass my information to the US intelligence community member. I still have their papers, f.ex. a letter from this third party consultancy because I took copies.
Oh, I 'm sorry I misunderstood, but that was my first thought, when I saw your post! I didnât know that happened in 1997! Anyway, sorry again! I still think that the voices back then were a coincidence though, caused by the stress, as you said!
so do you think that you may have been apprehended and programmed in some way? orâŚwhat? what was the outreach programme you wanted to join, about? were you a political dissident? does the c.i.a have a deal with your native countryâŚsorry, i forget where you live. i know that the british intelligence community did something similar to one of their ex employees who sold secrets to the press about mi6 planting a bomb in ghadaffiâs cavalcade of cars in libya. many innocent people were killed and injured. there were many more secrets that david shayler was planning to sell. he spent a short time in prison for it in france then came back to the uk to finish his sentence. sometime after his release he started to hear voices and declared himself the son of god, he then started dressing as a woman with the name âdeloresâ. yep, they really did a number on him, no doubt about it. do you think this may have happened to you?
I have the same problem right now I just moved to a small town that doesnât like outsiders so they screw with me and thatâs real but at the same time I have heard voices for years before I came here for me the stress of my situation has caused a progression of my symptoms.
In the 1990s in America I was very interested in intelligence matters, I was a member of SCIP, Society for Competitive Intelligence Professionals and then I received daily updates from one intelligence information provider about the worldâs intelligence agencies. Back in 1997 there was a mailing list âmindcontrolâ and I was a member of this mailing list on the Internet and soon after that I started hearing voices. There are many other stories I could tell, but it would take the whole day.
This CIA outreach program mailed me stuff such as how the US intelligence community operated. Things like this.
Thatâs something mj ⌠So youâre the real thing And you are nuts.
What are the odds of that happening? I mean your like Mel Gibson in Conspiracy Theory, dude that is so cool.
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